I agree with you BJ... having been there. Loved unconditionally and lost respect in the end. Even with the heartbreak there was still love. Eventually, that too, dissipated.
I'm sooo sorry Mindful, I can't even imagine the pain and agony you have suffered. All I can say is to send her your love and support and some day, she will come back to you.
RE: Met a beautiful man online but...
Do you?