Andy1905 Poetry (27)

Secluded in a memory,
of once apon a time,
Protected by a santuary,
An inner peace of mind,
sacred is that memory,
Of tender love so true,
All alone with my memories,
My rendezvous with you !!!

Acheing hearts that never break,
Cause memory wont allow
An island on a stormy sea,
There is only then not now,
There is no need of destiny,
there is no present time,
safe within my memory,
Of once apon a time,,

Love has been so good to me,
The memories I'll always hold,
Just dont like the imagary,
In truth I cant let go,
So inside my memory,
I'll reflect from time to time,
Reflect upon my life gone by,
When love lived in my life

sometimes I get the feeling,
I'm swimming against the tide,
the harder I try,
the harder the forces against me

sometimes I get to thinking,
maybe the chances' have all gone,
you no where you can find me,
If you don't want to be alone

getting close to christmas,
its supposed to be filled with joy,
yet I'm still here restless
Cant figure out why

if I had a christmas wish,
only one thing that I need,
little piece of happiness
selfishly for me

I lay here on my pillow,
just thinking of you,
to hold you close,
is all I wanna do,
its cold outside my window,
the rain beats on my window pane,
cant wait to see you in my dreams,
to know how true love really feels,

I've never met an angel,
but feels like you can save me,
to hear your breathe,
lying there by me,
in the darkest december night,
a light shines to light my mood
just lying on my pillow
just thinking of you

your kiss speaks of hidden passion
to feel your heartbeat next to mine
get so lost within your eyes
only you can find me,
to hold you in my arms
my heaven is in view
just lying on my pillow
been dreaming of you

my glass is always half full,
even though the chips are down,
this time I'm the winner,
not the lovesick clown,
just because it means so much,
the stupid little things you say,
makes me want to laugh out loud,
but I'd never put you down that way..

my door is always open,
your tears I'd kiss away,
don't have an ulterior motive.
just here for you I swear,
but when I come to think of it,
I'd love to be your guy
I would never hurt you,
you'd be the sparkle in my eye..

I've a twisted sense of humour,
my practical jokes are fun,
even if you dont see it,
you will in days to come,
my heart is always longing,
to touch your face your skin,
not loving you from the outside,
I'd love you from within

so don't be sad stay a while,
I'll listen to you for years,
simply not a fickle friend,
that listens then disappears,
Always I'd be there for you
But you have heard it all before
you know I'm getting way too close,
I couldnt love you more

little things that mean so much,
A casual glance or a gentle touch,
the smell of her perfume,
just the way she lights up the room

the butterfly's in your stomach,
when she walks by,
the flairing of your nostrils
and you know why
the longing and the waiting,
for that tender touch,
the little things in life that mean so much

now she talking to me,
playing with her hair,
she leaning in and listening to what I say,
my heart is pounding and I know why
getting lost within the look in her eyes

could it be she likes me,
could it be for real,
just wishing we were closer,
my heart is signed and sealed,
don't want to believe,but it seems so right,
must we be lonely again tonight,
soul is crying for her touch,
the little things in life mean so much

So it seems this is it,
Our scene is finaly over,
This phase has all but come to an end,
we both have to admit,
we wont get no diploma,
When we talk of loving,
We just pretend..

Now we're calling it quits,
The feelings have all faded,
good times have gone,just doing time,
When it come to the bit,
Our interest was was deflating,
Love aint stupid,, love isn't blind.

when it comes to the split,
this can't go on any longer
Rebuild our lives ,start all over again,
Were both in a state,
Bad feelings growing stronger,
Love isn't stupid , Love isn't blind

Maybe I've found someone,
Hope she knows who she is,
just because we are miles apart,
she's so different to all the rest,
silly little emails,
that warm the coldest days,
you'll know I'm thinking of you??
If you read this on my page

Think you could feel so special,
If you took 1 chance on me,
Gave you more than anyone else,
just to make sure you know,
FEEL your love around me,
Deep down I know you care
Maybe I've just found someone,
Just wish I could be there

I'm always thinking of you,
Check your profile everyday,
First time I ever saw you ,
Sent a funny email just to say,
Will you let it happen ?
Will you share your light
Will you let me love you
Each and every night

It's not a flight of fancy,
But I don't want to say your name
Maybe your thinking who's Nancy,
But I'm far too polite to say,
Can feel that we have got issues
That we both need to address
Think we could be so special
A little love and tenderness

I'll kiss you and love you forever,
For all the above in return
I'll kiss you goodbye and I'll miss you
Just wanna make two hearts as one
guess you'll know when you read this,
hope that you're feeling it too,
Just one last thing my darling
Could be sharing my life with you


If ever you feel what I'm thinking,
Deep down you know that its you,
You wont need to ask ,hear bells ringing
Gave you the way to talk things through,
Don't want to scare you off, want to be your guy,
wanna hold you in my arms so much,
All I ask is the rest of your life
And the gentle feel of your touch,

if I said that you have had flowers
JG you know that its true,
just want to make you feel special,
in the way you make me feel,
I can't promise forever
You know that's gotta take two,
Just want you to know that I miss you
And that I'm thinking of you

spent the best part of 2 years,
chasing an ill gotten dream,
always had the feeling ,
things were not as they seem,
spent many a sleepless night,
just hoping she was ok
now I know I was part of a wicked game

she played me like an instrument
tugged at my heart,that was cruel
while I was sitting thinking
what could I do,like a fool,
she told me stop thinking shit,
while she played on my emotions and twisted yet

hard to find another,
trying too hard,
the heart is willing,
the heads still scarred,
dont want to feel that way,
but dont want to live in vain
got so much love to give someone
wanna feel love again

I poured out my heart,and emotions
put my cards there on the table,
nothing in life is garanteed,
just feel better that I was able,
to say the things I needed to say,
at least this way I get closure,
never meant to chase you away
I'm not sorry for my disclosure

Guess it was only wishful thinking,
The way I was thinking of you,
couldn't hide it any longer ,
Even if I wanted too,
I'm way past beating myself up.
Sometimes you got to take that chance ,
sometimes you're gonna get hurt,
but that's not in my hands

I don't need your sympathy'
never wanted you to feel bad,
maybe I missed the signals'
I guess I'm guilty as charged,
just expressing how I'm feeling,
In the only way I know how,
sorry that you feel that way,
for crying out loud...

Time slipping through my fingers,
like tiny grains of sand,
the scent of her still lingers,
playing tricks with my mind,
time is of the essence,
body clocks on the move,
is there ever going to be,
the future me and you..

the days turn into weeks,
the seasons' change with age
the university of life,
time to turn another page
hard for me to say the things,
I really want to say,
hard for me to compensate,
for the thoughts of losing you

time slipping through my fingers,
like tiny grains of sand,
left here in this limbo,
I just don't understand,
guess I need to accept the fact,
sometimes love can be so cruel
if only I could turn back time,
to spend it all again with you

If you wanted someone so bad,
how far would you go,
would you make a fool of yourself,
by letting your feelings show,
would you try to catch their eye,
or smother them in a clinch,
would you go to the extremes,
to get that longed for kiss

if you tried so hard,
and getting no-where,
if they never look you in the eye,
if you put your cards upon the table
and still they just passed you by,
what's it going to take too
what are you going to do,
how do you tell someone you love them,
when they seem to look through you

you're acting like a stalker,
but that's just the way it is,
you're fighting every morning,
not to feel like the way this is,
there's simply not another ,
who can rock your world "no contest".
and will you feel the same,
if you finally get your conquest

It was a cold and dark december night,
A shedualled flight to U.S.A.
Terrorists with no concience,
Knew the passengers were not going all the way

Heartless in their convictions
In Frankfurt the bomb was placed
Never to see their home and friends,
So many innocent lives erased

The plane came down over Lockerbie,
Destroying homes in a quiet street
Death and destruction,a horror scene'
wreckage and bodies were strewn.


Few forgot the tragic day,
Or the 747 the iranians blew away,
The world expressed there sympathy,
reagan said his piece
the devistation of lockerbie
Carnage in the fields

The pilots never stood a chance,
as the plane fell from the sky,
WHY ?? in the name of politics
did so many innocents lose their life,
How could a bomb be planted ?,it slipped the security net.
The horror of a cold december night
The world just cant forget