shaydee97 Poetry (18)

When you came to me in my dreams and said to me

i want to make you happy one day that you will get down on your knee

one day im hoping that it will come true for me and you

when i saw you in my dreams i new you were true



when you came to me in my dreams you said im your my one and only

when you whispered those words in my ear i new i wouldnt be lonely

the look on my face gave it away and i knew in my life

that i have searched everywhere and ive finally founded my wife



later on in my dream i was stand at the altar wanting for my bride

the love we have for each other is something we could never hide

we said our vows to each other while we were looking at each other

deep down in side you will be more than my lover

One year ago 28/10/2010
One year ago to this day you passed away
Things have never been the same even to this day
We all have missed you so much and that is true
You was the bond that was holding us together like glue

You was the bond in this family that held us together
The love you had for all of us that will last forever
You came across Nadia and me as a dad we never had
We was so proud of you proud to start calling you dad

When you passed away it tour us apart
But deep down you will always be in our heart
You was there when we needed someone to talk to
You listen to what we had to say which was good of you

We miss you so much so much that is we wish it was a dream
You was the river that had all the we need like a flowing stream
There are things that can’t be explain or can’t be dealt with
But all we can say is this we miss you and we all love you and that’s no myth

Micheal you have been gone one year to this day
Missing you a lot that’s all I can say
Your brought a ray of happiness that is bliss
Seeing you smile and seeing the love you have we will miss

Micheal I am so proud to be your step son
All I can say mike we miss you and love you heaps R.I.P

My kids
This is a poem for my kids
Kaycee
You are the most special child that God gave to thee
Holding you when you was born filling my heart within me
You were sent to me from the angels above
You filled our hearts with endless love.
Montell
My son you are a young man now make me proud
You’re like the silver lining in the clouds
You have my heart and happiness inside of you
Don’t let people take that away because it’s true.
Shianne
My baby girl you’re the happiest special loving one
That filled me and your mum’s heart with happiness that could be done
When we was sad you made me and mum cry with happiness
But at the moment all we have is sadness
Shayden
My youngest son you’re another young man to be
You will grow up to be a very handsome just like me
You will go along way to make your mum and me proud
Just like our love for you will always be loud.

From the bottom of my heart you all are my loving darling kids
I hope you will forgive me for what has happen
Daddy loves you so much and he misses you all
So from there I will like to say DADDY LOVES YOU ALOT

From the raising of the moon from the setting of the sun

knowing a new day is about to begun

from the twinkle of the stars at night to the moon shining ever so bright

knowing your love will come inside you and it will make everything alright



with ever passing moment that has gone by since im with you

knowing deep inside my heart my final wish has become true

with every breath we take is a step closer to that endless love

its like something special, special from above



with every passing day that we spend together

what we have and what we get will last forever

as we guide each other to a place we haven't been before

its like a feeling, a feeling that will open up some doors



with the love we have for each other will make us strong

what has happen to us in the pass is now gone

i want to thank you ,thank you for making me who i am

thank you for showing me that i can be a better man



every time you look at me with the gleam in your eyes

its like that love we have that will never die

we both have our ups and downs in our life

with my heartfelt thanks i thank you for being my wife

I was lost with out you in my life how could this be

thinking to my self how could this happen to me

i was lost in a world full of hurt and pain

why has this has to happen to me again


i thought it would be you that will guide me out

out of this pain but now my heart begins to shout

shout for the one that has help guide though this

but sadly i no that you the one that im going to miss


lets go and see where this will end up here and now

buts whats the point all im asking myself is how

lord i dont want to be lost i wanna be found

somewhere i can place my feet firmly on the ground

ive walked the earth to find the special one

someone that show me guide me show me fun

someone that will be there by my side

someone to show me that i dont need to run and hide



all my life i prayed for that someone that i can hold

hold at night to keep me from being in the cold

cause at the moment ive got no one to do that for me

i just wanna be happy, happy as can be



show me lord which way should i go

teach me things things i should no

show me that i can stop searching for the one

show me things can and will be undone

the last thing i saw of you was when you walked away
when you walked away you left my heart in dismay
we thought we had everything but i was wrong
but now cause of it where does my heart belong

i would of done everything and anything for you
i even thought me and you was making a breakthrough
you dont to seem to care what you have done to me
so i say forget you and what you have done and let me be

the last thing you saw of me when you were leaving
was my heart left in at state of misbelieving
when you left you took a piece of me with you
cause i couldnt work out if things were true

now you thought you can break me in half
and now when i think of it it makes me laugh
you were no one special just a fake and a lie
a taker of hearts thats what you are and my heart will never die

As the tears roll down my face i ask my self why
asking my self this question how am i going to get by
get by the heartache and pain that i feel deep inside me
knowing the pain i've lived with will never let me be

I lay in my bed at night thinking about you
thinking to my self are you thinking about me to
slowly the tears flow so gentle down my face
knowing in my heart your in a better place

I glase up at the stars with a tear in my eye
i never got that chance to say goodbye
times i wish you were here by my side
life has its moments should i stay or should i hide

i cry my self to sleep sometimes at night
hoping and praying will things become right
now the tears have stopped flowing and now i see
things will look up as you look down on me

They fought with honour they fought with pride
there mana inside them will never subside
they went into battle with there heads held high
knowing there courage they have will never die

they gave it there best in what they done
knowing in everyone's heart they will always be number one
all went into battle with one thing on there mind
thinking and asking everyone dont leave me behind

they were young men when they went to war
there familys on the docks were the last thing the saw
they fought at night while the others stayed behind
the others where say are you crazy or out of ur minds

they carry there people on there shoulders and in there hearts
which gave them strength from within which never grew apart
we will never see what they went through and what they had in hand
they gave it there best and did what they did even to there last stand

where did i go wrong to end up like this
missing the love of my life is what i miss
seeing that special someone every night
shes the one that will make it right

now that it has gone and i think why me
time has slipped away from me how could the be
im a single male trying to find my way out of here
trying to get where i was loved not always in tears

times i think to my self where did time go
time can come and go and when it does no one will no
i never see what i did or what i missed out on alot
but all i no is that i need to keep going on and i wont stop

Courage
You have a lot of mana inside you and that’s no joke
Nobody should tell you different no matter if its from a girl or bloke
You shouldn’t live in a shadow a shadow of fear and pain
With my help you see the difference and it will never be the same

You lived under a live of heartache and sorrow
Making you think will it be the same tomorrow
As you can see I can see what is happening to you
I want to show you what I can do

You have a lot of people that care about you
They want to see you happy, happy and true
Over the years its been happening and still going on
Making you think today what am I doing wrong

I no I cant speak or say what path you should take
Im hoping this poem I write to you isn’t a mistake
I want to see you happy and free from this
This will make you stronger and forget the darkness of the mist

Over the years I’ve learnt to treat people right
Knowing it was hard but at the end of it, it was worth the fight
I am what they say a true and caring man
Making you see that I am who I am.

The way two a women’s heart is like a star
That’s so bright and yet so far
The way to her love is like the stars at nights
Just how the shine with all them lights

They way to a women’s love
Is like a message sent from above
Message that has all things true
Just what I want for you

They way to a women’s heart Is like the right of way
That’s has the path of love that u can’t say
The love is so true and don’t let it go
If you do then you will never know.