dcskater28 Poetry (2)

and it fades away
but they're feeding on my wallet and my wallet isn't big
and so it's not today
but the feeling once it comes and it doesn't go away.
i'm feeling like i'm helpless and my body is the plague
the feeling when it comes and it doesn't go away
i'm feeling like a chicken shit bullet in my brain

and next week to longer days,
where those feelings never come, and it doesn't go away,
and the cancers in my side and a tumor in my brain,
cuz the killing thats inside is bleeding like its rain,
and the message isn't mine and the message it won't change
i will never shine, i will only fade

i aint got no pulse
just impulse,
i'm just like your car
impound,
i'm lost and i'm found
a dog,
s---s on your lawn
just cause,

she laid down the law
i'm out,
like all of your stuff
repo'd,
i'm done when i want
goodwill,
with clothes for the poor
what else?

got a box for a house
my man
made sure it was doused
his hand
came down with a smack
than bam
his very own show
attacks