kat108kat Poetry (11)

Pretty girl, in her beautiful dreams
Hatred girl, her world full of screams
Lonely girl, wanting to fit in
Fake girl, with a plastic grin
Angry girl, cutting silence with rage
Messy girl, no more can she manage
Empty girl, trying to find her place
Poisoned girl, look at her pale face
Insecure girl, she's never good enough
Lying girl, made her way out with bluff
Sick girl, knowing she won't survive
Dying girl, wishing she is alive.....

Happiness uplifts you
Happiness fills your heart, your mind, and your soul

Happiness gives you the strength you need
Happiness is a great feeling that
Enters your mind
Happiness takes the sorrow away

Happiness fills you life with joy
Happiness makes you feel happy, excited,
And thrilled

Happiness warms your heart
It gives you a sense of relief

Happiness welcomes you

Happiness can be seen by a smile
And in your eyes
Twinkling with shine

Happiness is a very beautiful feeling
Which allows you to enjoy
Every day to the fullest

It's funny that you lie to me
It's funny that you want to change who I will be

It's funny that I go along with it
Even though it makes me feel like shit

It's funny how you're perfect
and how I thought you were worth it

It's funny how you said that I am suicidal
But look at you, you're no idol

It's funny how its always your way
It's funny that I never get a say

And its really funny that I called you friend
But where were you at the end?

i can see behind the mask you where
i can see the pain, sorrow, and loneliness
you may think that no one knows it cracks
your pain sorrow and loneliness are shown to the world
what you dont know is that you arent the only one
who wears a mask for i wear one too!

Depression is being tired, when you're never able to sleep
Depression is pity, when you hate other's sympathy
Depression is longing for more, when you never acknowlede what's already there
Depression is the feeling of self-hatred, when the arrogance is concurrently overwhelming
Depression is the repugnance of emotional discomfort, when a sanctuary for physical affliction exists
Depression is loathing at your own success, when the ones around you prosper
Depression is perfectionism, when you could care less about anything else
Depression is the rock that you choose to constantly trip over, when all you have to do is move around it...
Depression is the ultimate cost of denial, when the truth is too much to handle

The piano plays a melody of sweet sorrow
While the moon watches the stars put on a show

Day arrives and the clouds dance
Having their own performance chance

As the wind sings a lovely tune
Melancholy for winter that is coming soon

Jealous the moon crowds the sun
Eclipse created in all of this fun

Such a simple action the moon did
Like opening hope by popping of the lid

Do soft eyes gaze at you?
Or the things the moon can do

We are left alone as babies in the cradle,
We are left alone as riders on the saddle,
We are left alone as debtors to the dismay,
We are left alone as candidates to convey.

The parents leave us alone when we are young,
Then we leave them alone when they are old,
When sorrow keeps us alone, it is too sad,
When the lifeless form is left alone, it is not bad.

Magic is in your skin I want to be in
Magic is in your eyes for you the perfect size
Magic is in everything you wear down you your underwear’s
Magic is in your touch I want you so much
Magic is in your voice that makes me loose all choice
Magic is in your look for you have me open like a book

Magic is in your lips right down to you hips
Magic is in your kiss that I do miss
Magic is in the air when you are there
Magic is in your hair for you do care
Magic is in your being for you are worth seeing
Magic is in your nose right down to your toes

Magic is in your quirkiness for you are happiness
Magic is in your walk and the way you talk
Magic is in your style and that beautiful profile
Magic is in your laughter for I’ll stay ever after
Magic is in your cheek for you make me weak
Magic is in your arms that hold me tight makes me feel all right

Magic is in your face so sweet you’re good enough to eat
Magic is in your smile for you I’d walk more than a mile
Magic is in your arms to hold that chases away the cold
Magic is in your kindness for you have taken away my sadness
Magic is in your romance for you have given me a second chance
Magic is in your bosom felt I melt

Magic is in everything you say that makes my day
Magic is in everything and everywhere because you are there
Magic is in everything for the joy you bring
Magic is in everything come what may for in your life I’ll stay
Magic is in everything for sure for you are the one I adore
Magic is in everything you do for I love you

the loss of a child has to be one
someone who should have buried you
those who have not experienced it do not understand it
many say the stupidest things
without knowing
without feeling
This fact has been particularly hard to take.
that my child drowned in a lake..

dark rotton to the core
love winter forever more
trains crash and crash
fire burns and burns
people scream and scream
children hurt and hurt
fire engions wail and wail
in the distance...

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman

Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.