zethwoo Poetry (3)

Thank you for the u ,you give me,
For without it
Something's cannot aways be
And even tho it may come free...
It's not easy tor ppl to give ,
For without it they fear that they may not live....
So ,along my walk through life ,
I may be filled with strife;
I'll always remember the gift that was given to me when was lost
Was the very thing that melted away the frost.....
See that's the true beauty that even time can't break down.
A refugee from The storms,
So we r not to drown...
much like these words have to power to wash away even the saddest of frowns...so as pretty as u may be ,
If thats isnt apart of what it is in which to see
Then u will know that
Thats not all of it in which to see.
Smiling yet on the inside as much as the out,
For its from the heart of my soul from which they shout...
So from one soul to another
Don't allow this world ur soul to smother.

Have u ever been afraid of being all alone In the dark? What if since the time u where a kid when life took away ur light ,uve been trapped in an eternAL nite.well when I was alil boy my mom died and with her so did the joy .aNd even tho she's been dead for most of my life and my family split up from All the strife ,I've been alone in a world I roamed looking for something to call home.not the kind where u hang up ur hat ,but the one where ur heart is safe to be sat .for ,like I said in the other poem about a love that has no family in which it to live so to strangers I freely give.but that does not fill the yearning of my heart ,for a taste of WhaT it gives, I've torn the world apart.even transformed some of it into beautiful art.but ,not even that could fill much of the hole that has been torn into my soul.so I searched in everyone who's paths have crossed with mine, intertwing my soul with theirs to see if they could bine. Tho its match is yet to find .so alone in my soul my emptiness still dwells, so to u its secrets i will tell. And if this approach comes across as being needy im sorry thats not for what it cries,and I don't blame u if it makes u have to fly, that's the chance I have to take, til one day I figure it out and the curse i can break .

And i appologize for way i sometimes act,im just all alone in a world where everything i loved seems to never stay and makes it hard to sometimes not lose my way. Now in a new place i have to start all over again,as my soul sometimes cries for it all to end.but the emptiness of my saddness has given me a beauty that is not mine for me to keep,so i give to the souls that i see weep.so eat of my words whatever may be ur meat and spit out the grisle that u do not need to keep.for it is my love that has no family for it to live, so to strangers i freely give...and i dont ask for nothing in return ,for when it helps i can handle its burn. Now uve met me, but how i look from the outside i cannot see.so thats why i ask for u to one day say what u see as u look at me.for i know that i cant not see all of me the way that i need,so i use three. How i see myself,how others see me ,and how i really am.for theres many more to use but those r my three i use to best see me.for if my view of reality isnt not acturate then none of my efforts will turn out right for its all that i am that i put in the fight to protect myself from the monsters that no longer belong just to the night.including the one who hides out of my sight,the one i cannot see even the one thats trapped behind the wall with me that i built long ago to keep to others out,only to realize that behind my walls no one could never hear me shout.for i screamed out loud only for to make no sound so alone in my prison me and my monster i found.