Karn1 Poetry (4)

Do you think you'd be my boyfriend and walk a while with me?
So together we can walk to the future and see what there may be.
We wont tell lies to each other or make promises we cant keep,
but maybe in our arms sometimes we'll hold each other as we sleep.

We could walk along not knowing if our destination is far or near,
but just to be content within ourselves as we hold each other dear.
When upon a fork we find we want a different path to take,
then at that time we'll have to agree its time to make the break.

You stir within the things I'l thought I'd lost, never to regain
But now I find myself willing and eager to take a risk again.
So tell me now do you think you can walk a while with me,
and together plan a future that will have both you and me?

There's a hole in my heart that may never heal
It hurts as it beats for the loss that I feel
I loved you so much with a love that was true,
but it wasn't enough to stop you being blue.

You say you want "normal" and happiness too,
Maybe to stand up and say the 'I do"?
But normal is fallacy, true love is rare,
It's easy to lust. to need and to care.

To find some one real to stand by your side,
To stay with you when you've been sneaky and lied?
That's something that only once you will find
for anything else its just a trick of the mind.

You'll look back in the future and see what you've lost,
And then you will know a cowards true cost.
Your friends and your family all claim to care,
But just look around you and tell me who's there?

Now we are lonely, empty, bereft,
Look to the future and see what is left.
A house that's no home, possessions and more,
A gaping heart wound that's bleeding and sore.

You don't want me back, how deep that does cut,
So now I must see and secure that door shut
I will move into the arms of another,
For in the next week I'll take me a lover.

I will always love you, so deep and so true,
But I know it is nonsense waiting for you.
I deserved to be loved, to be held and be cherished,
Your fantasy world made reality perish.

I've given you this poem as a last chance to see,
If there's a future for you being with me?
To make it easy for indecisive you
Just simply do nothing and I'll know were through.


No answer no mail no visit no call,
Then I'll know for real we've lost it all.
I've laid out my heart now I can't do any more,
But to move on from you and bang shut the door.

We cannot choose who we love and hold dear,
But if there's no future i don't want you near.
We never will speak or come in contact again
I cant take the hurt or handle the pain.

So make your decision and hold to it fast,
consider this poem for this chance is your last.
I think I know the answer as I sigh
that this in reality is my last goodbye.

How's my littlest Angel doing up in heaven?
Do you know how much you are loved and missed?
I hope you only feel, joy and happiness,
and don't look down to see our tears.

We hold you in our hearts forever,
and miss you each and every day.
I hold your mummy, daddy and big brother too
and wish that I could my arms encompass you.

There is a time when I'll be with you,
and wonder at how much you've changed.
Until that day I'll hold you in my dreams,
and keep you in my heart forever.

I have carried your heart with mine for so long now I don't know how to let it go,
I felt it's pain, heard it's joy, soothed it's suffering watched as it beat both fast and slow.
I know there is only room within me for me to hold my own heart and one other,
So I give back to you what is yours that I may make room for another.


It has often been said if you love something enough you will let it go
and although you may return to me I won't want to know.
To survive and to heal we must protect ourselves from pain,
and to give up that hope is what frees me to love again.

I may never find another that breathes and moves with me,
But there is non so blind as he that refuses to see.
Live life and don't hold back, look to the future with eye bright and wide,
Move on, keep going and try to ignore the pain as love dies inside.