lalaloopsy84 Poetry (11)

What it means to be lonely?
Truly be alone...
Sitting on an empty couch!
Just playing with my phone ...
People pass the window ,
And all I see...
A man walking his dog..
Never noticing me...
Tick tick... tick tock ...
Is that my brain..
Or just a broken clock.


I want to be alone..
Or do I wish theyd see..
I am a lonely girl,
Wishing theyd notice me.......

A smile can fake a hundred woes ..
A joke can lift a thousand loes..
A movie can take her mind away..
But ALONE on the couch she will always lay ...

Daddy x

Daddy . Daddy.. the hero each girly
knows......
Her knight in shining armour..
To fight her demons s
And her woes...

Hold my hand dear daddy..
While I nurture and grow...
Wipe my eyes dry dear daddy..
Of every tear to flow...

Impossible it seems..
To find someone like you.....
An honest man like daddy...
There are but only few...

Every moment we share ..
Every man that I compare..
This much is very true...
Through all of my searching
There is but only one you x

Footprints in the sand..
Leading us by hand..
To a future clear and bright...
Where harmony is our sight...
Children who suffer, will play again...
In green grass meadows,
Every now an then...
The shore is coming in.. take me by the hand..
But dont ever forget..
Your footptints in the sand ...

"My father is the idea of the most perfect man to me..
He is the type of hero I want my son to be..
He has held my hand
Wiped my tears. ..
Guided me through all my adolescent fears..
He has picked my up, when ive been down
. ..
Made me laugh, when my mouth would only frown..
And now I see my father in my sons eyes, through his laugh his jokes and his silly little quirks..
And in my daughter lilly even see my dads smirk...
I wonder , will they see me, the way that I see him
Will they know I love them through every proud grin. .
I am blessed with my father, he is sttong and sweet and smart .. and I will always love him....
With every inch of my heart..... "


Thanks daddy for msking me the best FATHER I could be ... lol

Ten fingers ... ten toes.. these are words each parent knows..
When that bundle of joy comes into ur arms..
You would walk tru fire ..
That they may have no harm. .
Each day I am aware at how I am blessed.
With the two best kids that the world could possess.:-)
Each smile , each laugh each tear fall. .
One cuddle from them
Makes it worth it all..
Tristan and lilly x

Wild oats.....

You talk in rymes
You talk in riddles
On my heart strings
Your finger fiddles. .

Woe is me ..
And woe is you
We're not the victims
There are only two.

I cannot look u in thexeye
You stab , you pierce
You cheat and lie

In my heart..i feel sorry for u
All the moments u miss
I wish u knew...

I want to be ..the best I can be
So that one day
My babies will see.
That mommy did the best she could..
She filled the void
That their father should ..

Bitter glory...

Even though ive firmly believed
Ive been so hurt
And brutally decieved...
How can I trust?
In love not lust!
To guide me through this journey
Of biterness and glory.
I just want to be apart..
Of a beautiful story.

Can someone tell me
What im supposed to be?
A beautiful flower.
Or just an idle tree
My trunk feels so deep..
Theres no room to grow..
My ideas spun like stems..
On constant overflow..

I do not want to loose
This smile that gets me praise...
I just wish there were....
Some more hopeful days...
Sometimes my heart it longs..
For destiny good and true...
To see the sand so brown...
And waters clear and blue..

I will not give up
There must be more for me..
To see my kids grow..
Into butterflies they're meant to be ....... x

Who is my prince ?, I wish I knew..
Will he be handsome all dressed in blue..
Will he open doors, pick me flowers ...
Will we talk on the phone
4 hours upon hours?
Will he hold my hand as we walk by the sea?
Will his eye contact always be on me?
To the right man I will give my heart....
And my eyes will cry every time we're apart .......
Serendipity,two souls meant to be...
True love,the best things are free ...

Solider sweet solider.. sitting there alone..
Whisper sweet nothings ..
To me on the phone..

Solider sweet solider.. theres no need to fight....
I stand here with open arms...
To make everything alright...

Soldier sweet soldier..
Come rescue me...
So that my love can sore..
Like a bird and free.. x

"My shelter"

My safe shelter......
Where is that for me?
Is it with him..?
Thats where my heart should be!!
When I look up..
I see a shining star!
Is he wishing on the same..
In his home from afar?
If I pass him on the street?
Will he notice me..
Or like passing ships,
Was it never meant to be ?
Do I believe in destiny or is it something we create..
I am lacking now in choice,
Ill have to leave it up to faith.
But from now on I know , what will be will be.......
And if theres any luck,
My prince will soon find me ........ x

By: me

Sand prints x


Footprints in the sand..
Leading us by hand..
To a future clear and bright...
Where harmony is our sight...
Children who suffer, will play again...
In green grass meadows,
Every now an then...
The shore is coming in.. take me by the hand..
But dont ever forget..
Your footptints in the sand ...