minkybee Poetry (38)

I FORGIVE YOU

You've taken up so much time in my mind
what you did to me is now not worth taking into my day
I have forgiven you so I could save my body
from killing itself in the pickle jar of this old hate

I bare the scars from the inside to the outside
I carry those around and I have turned them into my own magic
and I've turned my fried emotions into saying this to you
that's why

I forgive you I forgive your forceful fight
I forgive you and you can stay out of my life
I have forgiven you and now you got no hold on me
yeah I forgive you for the devil in you has no hold no more

it took a while to see
that love you showed was trapping me
in your self hate misery
you played on all my kindness see

I listen to the vibes now good or bad it is so simple
when the body hears it so it is so easy to work out
and you always tried to make me feel like it was all my fault
but I found a way out and that's why

I forgive you I forgive your forceful fight
I forgive you and you can stay out of my life
I have forgiven you and now you got no hold on me
yeah I forgive you for the devil in you has no hold no more

and the devil in you doesn't deserve any anger from me
yeah the devil in you doesn't deserve any negativity
the devil in you better hear I am the Pheonix in this rising
ah hah the devil better know this is why

I forgive you I forgive your forceful fight
I forgive you and you can stay out of my life
I have forgiven you and now you got no hold on me
yeah I forgive you for the devil in you has no hold no more
the devil in you has no hold no more no more
know the devil in you ain't got a hope in hell
I forgive you and now my body is free
I have forgiven you
I forgive you

I WANT ME TO MATTER

I thought nothing mattered
I thought I was gone and battered
I thought no one gave a damn
I thought I was shattered

I've been down a dirty pipe line
scratched myself on rusty nails
been out on a limb no life line
crawled allot trails to here now

I want me to matter I want me to matter
I want you to know
I'ts all gotta matter life's not going away
I want me to matter to you today

You gotta hold your head up high
I now see beyond the skies
It takes going down down down
to see through all the lies now

I want me to matter I want me to matter
I want you know we gotta matter
I'ts all gotta matter life's not going away
I want me to matter to you today

no use thinking anything neg now
the way you choose it's gotta sound

like it all matters it's all gotta matter
ain't nothing can throw me off this road
I gotta an itch and it all

matters
You gotta hold your head up high
I now see beyond the skies
It takes going down down down
to see through all the lies now

I want me to matter you I want me to matter
I want you to know it so we all gotta matter
I'ts all gotta matter life's not going away
I want me to matter to you today
to you today to you forever
to you to you

DON'T TOUCH MY SKIN

You got the smell of confidence
let me brush myself on you
snake dance a tell tale dream
but don't touch my skin

wanna feel who you are
enough to feel what it's like
enough to make our puzzle fit
but don't touch my skin

stand in close 'til I start spinning
don't touch just let me breathe you in
don't touch my skin

don't wanna melt too deep
if I do will it go forever
nothing lasts forever
don't touch my skin

stand in close 'til I start spinning
don't touch just let me breathe you in
don't touch my skin

eyes of a beautiful soul
wanna butterfly kiss in dreams
wanna taste this energy in between
but don't touch my skin
just don't touch my skin
don't touch my skin

STAND UP SPEAK UP RISE UP

If we don't stand up
we better be prepared
to watch another soul go down

If we don't speak up
we'll be living in despair
another life gone down town

if we don't rise up
and be counted for
we leave another soul to drown

if we don't use our voices
we better start today
from the ground up hear this out

I am not prepared to watch the sun go down
on another life watch me now

stand up speak up rise up
there's only today
for tomorrow may be way too late
so what have you got to say

if we don't stand up
speak up rise up
another life will be
crushed away

stand up stand up stand up
speak up have your say
rise up rise up rise up
we only got today

IT'S FOR FREE

I'm Just a Growth On Planet Earth
Droppin' Seeds Catch One Kiss Me
It's for Free Baby It's for Free
Good Things R for Free for Free Baby

Flowers Dancing On Our Lawn
Crop Circles Holding Hands
Shadows Flyin' Silent Calls
Ants Crawlin' Up My Pants

Did we Enjoy The Day
Are We Satisfied
Don't Brand me Anything
I'm a Forest Gone Wild

Yeah I'm just a Growth On Planet Earth
Droppin' Seeds Catch One Kiss Me
It's for Free Baby It's for Free
Good Things R for Free for Free Baby

Did I just Hear U laugh
Hope it was a Good One
My Eyes are Mountain Tops
Beaming Thru Clouds to the Sun

Life Ain't exactly wot it seems
We Think we Can Know Someone
And WHAM! .. Welcome to Eyes Wider
Can U Handle Your Wings Undone

Well I Am Growth On Planet Earth
Droppin' Seeds Catch One Kiss Me
It's for Free Baby It's for Free
Good Things R for Free for Free Baby

ME ANOTHER YOU

I Can be a Hand Full
I can be Deep Swim Wear
Can be Good for Seeing Into habits I Share
The depths of All Our Underwear

I can Look Beyond Deeper
Where Simplicity Likes To Dwell
In the World of Simplicity
Is all Heart Cores Beyond the Shell

Sometimes I need to Dig Deep
Test the Waters Cool Warm
Happy trails Come Outta This
Touching Souls We Swarm

So Much Issues We all Spark
Leading To Own Truths ...
Lets Reach Out Help all Become
The Love In Me and You

Turning Turning Sweep the Floors
Find Our Ourselves In Heart Felt Core
Understanding How Precious We R
Circle-standing We R All A Part

Opening we Can Do Some More
Leaving Off The Minor Inner Wars
Seeing in Each Other the Bigger Plan
Universal Connecting All That I AM

All That I Am is All That You Are
Come Join Bros and Sistas We R not that Far
Compassion Grows the More We Share
I Love me More Some and See feel U There

Dancing Digging We Do to Unfold
Lets All Join Hands become Cozmic Bold
Bold be to See beyond Complex Views
For Within the Core of Heart ...

There is ...

Me Another YOU

HIND WITHIN

I Am the Hind
I Am Gentle The Grass has to be soft
I Am easily Startled come Gently
I Am Gentle to Smell the Scent of Love Calling
I Am Soft to Feel the Aura Surrounding

I Am Hind
Gently I Tippy Transformed from Rabbit
My Kin Rabbit Nudges me to Come Out
So Shy is Rabbit within Needing Hind I

I Am Jingle Feet
Hind Dancing Within My Dangle
Hind Of Grace Come Mercy Knock
HInd of Graceful Stride Legs Leap

I Am Quiverer
Quiverer of Tingles Felt from Afar
If You Dare to Touch me
Stroke My Aura To Slowly Come In

I Am Spirit Free gentle Winds Lift
Floating My Senses To Feel You
Come Gentle Stag Whom Protects Me
Come Touch The ...

Hind Within

GOING BEYOND MYSELF

Tripping Passed the Locks
They Unlock like Tripping Past
In This Tripping Bi-pass Unlocks
I Trip to Future Vast

Vast Has Been My Past
At Last I Can get Passed
Now I Can Trippily Cast
Light Thru Future In Past

Sounds a Little Like Tricky
Sticky even maybe ah No :)
More Like Happy to Come Across
New Trips Unlock NEW Shows

Shows Be u tell Me
I tell U we share
More get Ballsy bring It on
Unlocked Truths We Dare

Truths we Dare to Recall
The Richness In It All the Wealth
Healthy Relations Relating
Going Beyond Myself

SHOCKED !!!

Souls clash a rip landing
bent banana mango slide
one so young a blinding lead
the other shakes the tide

Souls drift a sort of knowing
knowing nothing all the same
destiny might bite some drama
heading south an open claim

Souls know when they collide
for whatever it no matter
risk a risk could be to slide
food to play a chosen splatter

Souls know more than what's the go
while spirit soars the ultimate flow
Human chatter weaves the mood
paddling crazy love does show

Souls be watching from afar
breathe the honing in
words of nuzzles kiss the stars
in this world no sin

Sin be bitten stories told
nature of the blocked
show me love your world so bold
and I won't be
so ...
shocked !!!

TRIPPER the TRIPPING BIRD

The tripping bird trips a trip of dead flight
flying dead pictures by
says do this do that now or I might
never treat you right

travelling the timeline of vicious circling
spiralling head bangs of useless tales
here comes a feather full of weight
falling from the heart of a scorned head jailed

"I want what's happening" this caged bird screams
whilst looking through the open door
all turned salty like a poisoned damp tongue spits
sitting non perched stuck to her self centred mirroring floor

She preens her own story
like a victim in her bones
with her feathered mind
where she focuses her tones

all calmness plays a balled of
something she can't find
why the hell she does this
when she could just unwind


the keeper of the cage at hand
distorts and feeds her well
never sharing his heart club band
just a taste and smell

all is good 'til new arrives
flluttered  wave lengths float
hidden pulling worn Tripper's way
no rights to have she gloats

bye bye Tripper ...
you locked you in your cage
a victim card a plea teased
all due to your own rage

see the  color of your wings
wishful thinking violet
you may as well be open now
get off self serving try it

my how we can trap ourselves
in what we know's not ours
if it wasn't there to give and take
why lock down devours

never mind another's mind
if minding loses face
why not fly outside that door
and leave others to their fate

Tripper tripping her own weight
own traits own skanky baits
heavily creating her own chase
to trap another's grace

trip on Tripper
don't forget that cage
is yours

CARRY ON
Wouldn't It Be Better
If I didn't See as Much as Me
And U Didn't have so much To Show
But then we'd be Totally Alone
Wouldn't It Be Better
If We All had Blind Spots In The Rain
Letting The Drops Of All Pass By
Counting on Sun Shadow Throws
This is Just Not The Way Life Is
So Carry On ...
Wouldn't it be Greater
If We were all Kings and Queens
Lavishly Living All Our Dreams
Like Royal Birds Preening
Wouldn't It be Wiser
If Everybody Knew
The Answers Right On Cue
To help Us All get Thru
This is Just Not The Way Life Is
So Carry On ...
So Carry On
Help Each Other To Carry On
Carry On Carry On
Give a Little Harder Carry On
Wouldn't It be Awesome
If All of us Were Friends
But Then We Wouldn't Know
What a Good Friend Is For
Wouldn't It Be Scary
If We Found Our Lives to Be Lies
Believing We Were on The Right Road
Then Find out It was All Just Lies
Sometimes It's Just The way Life Is
Carry On
It's Just The way Life Is
Carry On
So Carry On
Help Each Other To Carry On
Carry On 
Give a Little Harder
Carry On ...

FALLING STAR
 
A falling star
did come to earth
so beaten at her game
 
the game of hope
did start to disperse
yet seen as something lame
 
the trials and errors
brought hate not love
upon the brow of blame
 
amusing maze
of crazy days
did bring her to her shame
 
until she laid
her sorrows out
found troubles were in all
 
a wanton waif
mixed up in fate
was shoved beyond her call
 
yet hope did lead
the torch she held
to share stories untold
 
oh why such games
to find one's way
when one can be so bold
 
it takes the games
of loves and hates
wake up upon life's wheel
 
a falling star
did rise again
believe we can be real
 
oh hope is there
a trusting friend
until we grow with ease
 
oh falling star
you came to help
shed light we can be free