{Every single day I wake feeling low and down Somethings telling me, the way it needs to be With no faith in love and lust, she came into my life She liked me as I am and accepted all my flaws I gave it all to you made you special number one Now I’m stuck between two worlds, one where you still here Back in my own time this feeling cant unwind too near}
{Have you ever in your heart, seen a light so bright its clear Feeling colors seeing it load, this connection brings to tear I knew you were the one, you told me not to fear I believed you when you said, always I will love you feel it here}
{Knowing is the key, I can see how they treat me I’m never the one able, to be what she needs of me This enables them giving to rite easy into leaving flight You promised when to me, he was a distant memory}
{On that happy day you ask me could you go After making love all day I wanted you to say On that happy day I should have held you tight in sight On that happy day I gave you your own way On that happy day it echoes make you stay}
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Posted: Sep 2020
About this poem:
i tried to write a song, now i need someone to sing it
I find myself in this same old place Feeling way old my usual space
Been here before almost all of my life Thinking what ifs and feeling like mice
Deadly that silence lurking by shadows Creeps closer and closer knight arming the gallows
Quiet all around, echo in place She sounds bright siren sets thunder bolts grace
Voice through void hear pitch clear my love my baby Accepting my fate, the risk I had to take maybe
Moments with you a martyr lay wait Can nothing a pedestal I make
Holding with might, the night forsake Feeling no warmth, a fear I hate
Toughing cold haste still see by blur Truth sinking feeling abandoned by her
Now all that is left is odor heaven scent A waking nightmare, tear locked eyes ever bent
Sitting and staring most of time Pain through the window false whish for my sign
Drops of pure light slice thought face key, memory smile fill, shimmer of three Avoiding green stew anger to follow stabbing my gut another to be
Spinning in circles loop pity forever Infinite sadness thick chocking despair disables together
Need to escape unable to move lost in self-doubt, man fits bill Cornered by loneliness trapped by worlds no sign will
Locked universal a partner be Hurt waves break tide she is set free
No need to pretend a love once me Knowing full well you were taking the key
Often, I wonder life probability seen Patient I delay stepping in stars beam
Scatter and fall light actors final play I hope one day another might stray
Feeding my love, I will give it away Not to long now I rock and sway
Whispers lips close soft get near Transfixed by her gaze kiss tilted neck here
Moving as one unable to fake I say night mantra, miss you and need you forever future soul mate
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Posted: Aug 2020
About this poem:
Well, my girlfriend left me. I had to0 much to drink and wrote down some of my thoughts and feelings. I have never written a poem in my life before this.
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