MarioCurtis Poetry (16)

Allow me to abandon these ludicrous boundaries and relinquish a glimpse of the phenomenon which once was embedded within my soul; like illuminating words scribbled once upon a time. A distinguished confession obscuring and contradicting frail yet destructive lies; those scowling false imitations draw supplication with a trembling stroke.

Indelible linguistics that distribute poisonous words which harbor deception and yield oh profound influence to a hospitable mentality. How unbecoming is it; seizing all despair meanwhile persistent and intellectual attempts are continually made manifest against us. These claims lack convincing evidence yet obscure and diminish that which once was easily identified and magnificent.

My confession is impervious to audible rumor, incredulous when compared; extinguishing those unpleasant interferences. My expression is without hesitation, honorary and indiscreet; unlike whispered words obtained behind ones back. My gesture is free from expectation and attachment; the characteristics of which blossom immense fascination and celestial joy.

Which said confession, as mine, is that of the lover; the fever of truth spoken from the heart and soul, forever immortal. Only fools believe that which is spoken of another, in secret, and not said by that person for them self, in truth. My confession is Love; only love gives birth to truth, so decide where your trust shall resonate...

~ Mario Curtis, M.

Why is it so hard to get through to you,
The way is closed no matter what I do...
I want to slap myself for even trying,
Finally seeing the signs your implying...

I've discovered that your not interested,
Embarrassed and ashamed of all the things I did...
If a dream is a wish your heart makes,
Then my heart is a fool which continually breaks...

Every morning I awake thinking of you,
It's the same story when the day is through...
I simply wish you were lying next to me,
Staring into your eyes and caressing you softly...

It's not fair this way I always feel,
I wish it were fake and something unreal...
But I feel it in every fiber of my being,
Cause you're the only one my heart is seeing...

~ Mario Curtis, M.

Oh, obscuring all my qualities,
My emotion brings me to my knees...
Emphasized the words you speak,
This confession simply makes me weak...

Oh, if you only knew my love,
Gradually revealing truth from above...
I'll be your friend but hear me out,
If preoccupied please don't leave me out...

Oh, I'll walk to the end for you,
Distance is nothing if we were two...
So whisper words to heal or see,
My love for you is my authenticity...

Oh, breathlessly take a chance,
Courage can blossom true romance...
Our friendship is a new frontier,
Give me a chance and I'll be here...

~ Mario Curtis, M.

Cautiously she approached the situation,
A grueling sensation of hesitation...
Oh, confessions of a heartfelt fear,
Prone to retreat when I grow near...

Remaining distant as I breach her walls,
An enormous fortress which never falls...
The smallest glimpse of what's inside,
Then close the doors and return to hide...

Yet, when shes ready, I'll be here,
A month, a day; I'll wait a year...
So take my hand and try a chance,
A whole new world of true romance...

I didn't come here to hurt or cause pain,
In the spirit of love, not personal gain...
I only wish to see her smile and feel her joy,
A message from my heart; this love-sick boy...

~ Mario Curtis, M.

Looking back, it's just a dream to me; it was beautiful, enchantingly beautiful. But it is lost and I shall not see it anymore; though, I am content. For I love with all the strength of my passionate nature; why, I do not know.

Nor do I much care to know; evidently, I should cherish both coming together and going apart to understand love. Our fleeting moments pressed upon my mind; so that when they were taken away I might restore and double them by the blur of my tears.

I know how they look at me; yet, I say and write what I feel and brave all the shame that they so easily reward. It is better to be hated for what I am than to be loved for what I am not. Is my loneliness just an invitation from my heart to share myself?

I remember her words; delicate crystals of snow, cascading ripples of love, our hearts silently pleading for comfort. Why not give favor to the impulse and invitation this loneliness offers? Look closely, love desires expression; are we too busy? Are our days too actively filled; or is the absence there of the foundation of our love, waiting for us?

Yet, what are we waiting for; fragments of a new or lost love, a frail glimpse of a could be, except cautiously approached? Who seeks to betray the impulse of the heart; persuading themselves to wait, to slow one beloved? Who lingers on this place; contemplating, when a stroke of absence may bring this foundation collapsing.

Staggering off the scene, calloused hearts, maintained when we confine ourselves to our bored routines. Our stage, this love; preparations have been set, carefully tended to, yet, we extinguish the flame in our fear. Suppose we gave it a chance to blossom; astonished, exhilarating and unexpected, more than we suspected?

Oh what extraordinary events would be revealed to us in our companionship; enhancing our entire physical and spiritual journey and nature. Why do we wait; to narrowly escape this spectacular arrangement? Continually retreating, refusing and convincing ourselves of something other? Why are we so stubborn that we care not of that which tugs at our hearts and pleads for our communion?

Would you love it if you did not fight for it? Would you love it if it was too easy? Yet, would you sacrifice it for fear, for tradition or for others? Or perhaps, will you forever wait or settle for an illusion; looking forward and backward, but not within?

~ Mario Curtis, M.

Oh if I could set aside this weary sleep; countless hours spent on nothing but a solemn thought. Oh how I long to be free and out among the world; not confined indoors with meek company. This lazy and slumbering attitude I have attained grows heavy; slowing me to a dreadful pace.

I feel so sedated; toppling onto the place I sleep, embedded within the many blankets, hardly vivid from surrounding pillows. I feel so tethered down; these memories of my active past weigh down my tired mind. What has happened to my ambitious nature and equal attitude?

Why do I clamber out of bed at such late hours of the afternoon; feeling so frail and prone to retreat from whence I came? Why has my glittering and blustery personality diminished into such irritable sheepishness? Why has it abandoned and shrugged me off in such a way?

Absently skimming through countless dreams which obscure my motivation; no sensation or inspiration left to blossom. My heart is in despair; how I wish to be back in the world of time and speed. Back in the bizarre rush of life, the ludicrous excitement and exhilarating activities.

Oh how I desire to smell the fresh air and run with no hesitation; my spirit ablaze in the Sunlight. A cool summer breeze on a warm day; the sounds of birds and all the fresh green trees. To see a bright blue sky and crystal clear stars shimmering in the nights vast darkness.

Yes, to lie out on a warm night and watch the magnificent beauty of the heavens surrounding our celestial home. A glance to ignite my inspiration, entwined with ambition and always persistent. For now, I lazily await, drifting through the cold days in mental hibernation.

~ Mario Curtis, M.

Destructive imitations of what's real,
Corporate companies make a secret deal...
Broadcasting lies to control the mind,
Hind the truth so none shall find...

They work to diminish our vibration,
Bloodthirsty men that rule this nation...
Behind the curtain they call the shots,
Betray the world with deadly plots...

Now the people are lost and blind,
Reject the light of an awakened mind...
Manipulated to the point of control,
To rule the world this is their goal...

But the time is near that is their end,
Into fourth density we begin to bend...
Drifting through the time-space fabric,
Free will is ours and we may have it...

Awake my friends the time is near,
Reject the lies and forsake your fear...
Live your lives in truth and love,
Look within and not above...

~ Mario Curtis, M.

Focus on your dreams at hand,
Pay attention to your heart...
Just like footprints in the sand,
You just tell them where to start...

Take you time don't rush or hurry,
Take it slow cause its not a race...
Have trust have faith but never worry,
There is nothing that you must chase...

There will be those who will hold you back,
And there will be times when your spirit falls...
Don't listen for all they know is lack,
Just be there when your moment calls...

~ Mario Curtis, M.

These are my words to my unknown;

Because there's nothing left to hide,
These words spilling out my insides...
I knew it wasn't easy, but never worn,
Caught me running through a storm...

These are my words to my unknown;

Now I wonder if you'll ever feel me,
I love so much it's going to kill me...
Lost in my mind and my troubled soul,
Send me one that will make me whole...

These are my words to my unknown;

Can you picture one in a rush to give,
Fighting to give love a chance to live...
To see the truth behind a broken man,
Lost for time and just a simple plan...

These are my words to my unknown;

I wonder if I'm wrong when I do this,
Write a poem and seal it with a kiss...
But, please don't get it wrong though,
Cause if I'm buggin' I can let you go...

These are my words to my unknown;

~ Mario Curtis, M.

I could tell how she looked at me,
Was with her friends but she broke free...
In my arms she whispered softly,
To demonstrate our passion apparently...

On the floor we made our stands,
Then upon her hips I placed my hands...
With the rhythm we slowly swayed,
Maintained the beat as the music played...

With wolf whistles from the crowd,
Pressed me close ignoring cheers so loud...
Indeed I spun her around on spot,
Our feverish excitement was boiling hot...

She smiled bright as I hoisted high,
Dipped her low and heard the crowd sigh...
Her glittering eyes found my heart,
Completely entwined no end nor start...

I could tell how she looked at me,
Without this girl my life would be empty...
Once this relationship was birthed,
I knew my life would be forever cursed...

(CHORUS)
She told me,
That she would never hurt me...
But we'll see,
Has anyone ever made you feel that way...
( X2 )

~ Mario Curtis, M.

For our relationship came to a crashing halt,
I know a lot of our problems were all my fault...
If only we could go back with all that I've learned,
But now is to late once the bridges were burned...

Regardless of all the sadness we each felt,
We took the best from the cards we were dealt...
I'll never forget the times we both shared,
Always remember the times we both cared...

Its hard to believe that it ended so fast,
Hard to accept that its all in the past...
What more can I say with a simple rhyme,
This poem is short yet endless in time...

~ Mario Curtis, M.

Choose the right,
Don't make the same mistake tonight...
You must fight,
To keep the light inside your life...
Don't lose sight,
Love is always on your side...

Why do you hate,
Theres a truth inside that...
I demonstrate,
I wish you'd use it before...
It's to late,
Don't leave it up to fate...

Lose it or love it,
It's within your reach...
Open up your eyes,
Baby, maybe you can see...

Emphasized on your love got me terrified,
This pain I hide deep inside...

~ Mario Curtis, M.