stillframe Poetry (147)

passion and healing life is a feeling from the floor to the ceiling
god its got me realing its my heart she is stealing better cards we are dealing its me that this love is killing

so you care it makes me want to hate you more because as a friend its nothing like true love i will not just be a friend i would rather die so poison me with a friendship i don't want because im in love with you no mater what so f..k you for loving me only as a friend let me go im only the loser at the end of this rainbow let it be over just let me go

will you ever love me no time changes everything my love you never know god will show you door to my heart don't wake me from this dream im falling faster with every scream will you ever love me yes but only in my dreams only in my fantasy

i feel like to cry please forgive me tonight i am stupid anyways i am hurting so my friend i made a mistake but if you want to keep me blocked that is ok i deserve to die today im scared to know your not my friend anymore please stop my tears ill never be ok again that's for sure im dying right now inside i realy wish i could die

don't hate me please forgive me smile i hurt deep inside i hurt for your friendship again i hurt for sure im dying right now again wish you was still my friend

i try to hard to make it work girl this time your the jerk always telling me im no good then loving me and saying its all good but its not you tell im like poison and i can go to hell and rot i would never cheat on you but for you everyday its someone new i hate that i love you you love that you hate me maybe this is all a dream hate me if you want because nothing is as big as my heart

my friends live happy smile great give dreams dont steal hate

take the vengeance off my keepers chair he will learn to love as his parents loved take his tears give them to me so that i will feel his pain i will not let you hate my friend laugh love live my keepers chair

born from the womb just to die in a tomb sleeping a kid waking as a man im happy to take on them all and stand and never fall can you here that voice im waiting on my call im ready for the world strains and all jumping off the tree of life to find at the end we all die but before death im ready for the world leaping over the sorrow here we go time for a better tomorrow so just dream your stars because we will hold on ill not let you go my grip is steady and strong ready for a new day a beautiful tomorrow

should i turn around and go will you be there with open arms just trying the best i can to be happy as one of gods plans just to make it to heaven and smile again someday unthinking just knowing you will i be happy to feel you kissing me to love you and you love me you are my sunshine yes you are my smile ill be happy for us every step every mile

lost my soul lost my heart lost in pain torn apart lost in shadows lost at home lost again no more hopelost my sunshine lost my shade lost the most beautiful girl lost my way

you push me to far i will not hit you i will walk away its time for me to go girl you are my prison you hate me so i could never hate you but you push me to far i have to go no more pain lets be honest its over