Lost Love Poems (2,650)

I saw You Today

I saw you with someone else today
when you blushed for all to see,
your happiness all around you lay
but, was it that you saw me?

I saw in your eye a glistening light
or, whatever it might be,
my eyes ached at the very sight
of the happiness I could see!

The blush I hoped was guilty shame
for the thing that we once knew,
yet we never raised a brighter flame
than now, between him and you!

I saw you with someone else today
and confess I blushed to see,
that happiness all around you lay
for I know you didn't see me!

sonofadam

drowning in this pool of pain
sinking feelings still remain
heart and soul truly shattered
body and mind totally battered

the love inside has been drained
vulnerable emotions have been stained
were the soul lived is an empty space
the heart is gone without a trace

i only have but myself to blame
for trusting you have you no shame
for what you have done to my life
all you gave me was nothing but strife

i thought i found someone honest and true
you found me the fool yes you knew
i believed your promises but you mislead
my life was empty left but all for dead

now i am learning to swim once more
with friends and time i will make it for sure
the love and support they"ve given me
has shown me the light now i can see

i am stronger and growing day by day
a feeling of warmth like the beaming suns ray
now you can see that smile on my face
cos my heart and soul are in its right place

our life together i thought would last
but you never let go of your past
i made you feel that you belong
no matter what you had done wrong

at one stage we were really tight
but then you just gave up the fight
the pain the guilt and the shame
ate you up like a burning flame

you closed your heart not to share
you showed me that you didnt care
for what was i to think and do
when i gave my heart and soul to you

i wished for you just to be well
but you put yourself into a shell
those thoughts you keep locked in your mind
i guess you will never leave behind

to see you suffer ´was a tragic sight
one day i hope you see the light
now your gone and were torn apart
it hurts so much from the heart

i will always and truly hold you dear
wishing that you can overcome your fear
i hope and pray you change your way
so you can live a better life some day

why is it that people lie
they dont even have to try

just be honest from the start
before you break someones heart

why do they play with your mind
pretending to be all so kind

honesty is a tune they will sing
but hurt and pain is all they bring

i wonder what if roles were turned
would you like being the one burned

wow how my arms missed you
how my lips knew where yours where
the taste the passion remains the same
the premice the reality
the fact i drew my chair near to type shows
the passion you instill even now
...............
the truth i pray you know is in my soul for you own it
the words the hope the laughter
the smile you gave to me ..thru the touch of your fingertips the energy !!
the desire in the message sent
the first you tell me ....the passage ahead unclear
the life sought not gone the way of the dodo .. the weekend revealing
so alive in the eyes of our loved ones ...
if that is so will we ever be forgotten xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Are you relieved
or do you feel pain
from whats happened
what was there to gain

all my life
I've been looking for you
someone smart, sweet, and beautiful
that i could talk to

this enduring pain
of the torment in my heart
makes me wonder why you said yes in the start

but I'm glad
that you gave me a chance
instead of looking past
without even a glance

i wish
that it wouldn't reach an end
but i will always see you as
more than just a friend

i hope you can see me
as you did when you said yes
because right now my heart is low
and cannot plummet any less

Like a bullet shot from a sniper rifle
I get upset over the smallest trifle
I explode when you’re finally in my sight
Because us apart does not feel right

I grip the trigger of my existence
Trying to close the gap of our distance
Because as I do that a part of me flies
Into your sight and before you eyes

Some things I say that I do not mean
But the pain I’ve caused is not unseen
It kills me to know that I can make you cry
While I pierce your heart, it makes me die

To see how rotten I have finally become
To hurt you so bad and act like I’m numb
Numb to your emotions and numb to your pain
And now all of your joy I seem to drain

Feeding on people like Hannibal Lector
When all the while I want to be your protector
To be the person you come to each night
Eliminate all darkness and show you only light

Instead I have become your disease
Eating away with the simplest ease
At everything good that we once shared
I only do this because I am scared

I fear for the loss of someone I love
Someone for some reason, I only write of
Be it good be it bad my feelings never change
But anger and sadness are the usual exchange

These things inside tell me what’s true
And if things change in time, I will always pursue
To find us together as we were before
For you will always be, the on that I adore

How hard it is to think of the person you cherish
No longer be in your life, apart of you would perish
Because everything in you says she’s the one
And all the mistakes you’ve made can’t be undone

You brought life into my dreary world
You brought love in as the consciousness twirled
A brand new feeling of someone that cared
But many more memories that I wish we could have shared

It’s sickening to the stomach of any person
And it only makes the situation worsen
I just wish you could look into my heart
To see that you are where it starts

With every turn I see your face
I gouge out my eyes just to erase
The sight of you from within my mind
For how can I see you if I am blind

You broke me in pieces too small to see
And with the wind blows my debris
To never be pieced all in one
For what you did cannot be undone

As with a boulder that’s to fade and erode
Or with the fireworks that fly and explode
Both become lost and forgotten in time
But at the moment, they seemed so sublime

There lies a hole every here and there
But with this hole no chance to repair
Once its dug it can’t be refilled
No matter how hard we try to rebuild

As with the salt that we grind so fine
There only seems to be a glimmer of a sign
That anything was even there to start
So is my case of my broken heart.

I gouge out my eye so you can see
Hoping to keep it a guarantee
I sever my arm so you can feel
But what would all of this reveal

If I sacrificed myself for you
When you kept secrets I would not pursue
Would you ever do the same for me?
Would you help my soul to be free?

Torrential sorrow is all that there seems
But deep down I grip to all of my dreams
Of something beautiful that will forever last
With love in our hearts that is so vast

Covering us like a winter’s day
Where nothing but clouds will be there to stay
To forever hold to something sweet
Where you finish me and I make you complete

The missing piece of a puzzle long lost
How much to pay and what would be the cost
Would it be worth it to see such bliss
Or would you rather fall to a loveless abyss

Such a question, yet such a pain
But know now I do this for only your gain
I’ll sever my arm and gouge out my eye
But will you only ever wonder why?

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