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Dance Partner Wanted...cheering banana



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Deception And Betrayals...

Love and relationship that started from or based on deception...

I'm just wondering why some people go for someone who's already in relationship with someone else...could be someone's BF/GF, Wife/Husband ? I'm sure many will succeed in breaking up a relationship and getting the person they want...but would it result to a happy ever after?

Would you consider dating someone who's hurt/hurting/willing to hurt someone just to be with you? There's a possibility that he/she will do the same to you , will you trust him/her ?

Marriage/relationship wreckers...does love really justify their madness?

Happy Monday everyoneteddybear
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Random Thoughts

It's been awhile , can't think of anything to blog about but I'm in the mood to have some fun here tonight. Been grumpy, cranky, depressed, frustrated, tired and quiet these days...have enough of that, badly need to smile, laugh and giggle...and be crazymoping

I was thinking of posting a blog but can't really make up my mind as to what topic but I have all these random thoughts keep going round and round in my head...yeah, I know I'm going crazy.

Well, how's your day? I spent half of mine sleeping then half of it on being a sex pestdoh laugh I was rolling some beef roulade earlier, it looked like a uncircumcised p*nis and made me think of naughty thoughts, my hunger disappeareddoh Then I had some tingling in my boobs...my left boob...made me wonder if men have tingly boobs too?

Just messing with you people...and I apologize to all thoughtful friends who took time to send me messages but didn't receive any replies from me...not ignoring you and that's disrespectful of me, simply had no time to hang out here but I appreciate every single thoughts and mail...wishing you all good health and good luck in everything you doteddybear
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I Need Some Hugs & Kisses

I think I'm going to get sick...very sicksigh

I'm still at work but I feel so tired ( on Monday!) and just had 2 tablets of Advil ( The Advanced Medicine For Pain) and on my 3rd cup of warm tea ( Lipton )

I think I'm being punished...I came to work with a box full of yummy Sushi and a very cold can of Coke knowing full well it's the first day of Ramadan and everybody in the office is fastingdoh rolling on the floor laughing Well, I invited everyone to share the Sushi with me but all of them gave me a murderous look while I'm enjoying it in front of them...it's was just my way of saying that I love them all doh and they know my humor very well and I know they don't care reallylaugh

Ramadan Karim to all Muslim members hereteddybear

and of course Happy Monday to everyoneteddybear
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Mail Order Husband

I'm done with shitty LDR, the non-stop arguments and trust issues and online dating is not reliable due to scammers.

I've read plenty of success stories of mail order husband and I think it's worth to give it a try.conversing

I am single ( divorced ), 39 years old...
have a son who sometimes lives with me...
would want to have another son...
emotionally and mentally stable...
have a stable job and financially independent...
educated,funny, happy person...
loves to cook and enjoys romantic night in/out...
pretty good with sensual massage...
willing to pay $500 ( will be given in the morning following the wedding night ) for the following:

Single man (divorced, single, widow)
40-55 years old hunk
have a stable job (rich and super rich need not apply )
physically & mentally fit ( a little tummy will be fine )
wife-fearing ( religious and spiritual preferred if not fanatical)
any race but English is a must
Loving, understanding, thoughtful...and not boring.
Must know his way in the kitchen and in the bedroom
Can afford to buy his own ticket to Jordan and must have a wedding ring ready.

Some terms and conditions will be discuss before wedding ceremony.


Any takers ?batting
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Do Men Have A Harder Time Letting Go Than Women?

I'm not sure who are more emotional, men or womendunno

I've seen men who are more emotional than women, my ex-husband is one of them. I've seen women who are tougher than men, not a cry baby like medoh

Each one of us deal with a break up differently...easier for some, harder for most and it could take forever for others. It's harder for me but I managed to keep my pride and dignity, picked up the pieces and put them all together as best as I could...came out stronger, more matured but managed to be the same person that I am...crazy, big-hearted, kind, trusting, gullible, funny and with lots of love to give.grin It didn't take long for me to get over my divorce as someone was there to catch me on my darkest and deepest hours...made me feel important, wanted, loved and gave me reason to move on.

My ex- is having hard time letting go, he's now married for 2 years and have a daughter whom I adore. He told me that he could never love anyone else...and no one can take my place in his heart. I laughed it off...I look at him as a friend now, the father of my son...no more than that...my heart belong to someone else now. He told me that letting me go was the most stupid thing he's ever done and if he could turn back the time, he'll do things differently...even offered to buy me a car if I date him againdoh laugh He's an Arab so I'm very cautious, don't want to protest to much so I tried to shrug him off in a funny way...trying to deal with it carefully...very carefully. I want him to have a happy life but out of mine.sigh

Men show their emotions in different ways...some can be very subtle, it would take a woman full of love to get it. They react in a way we least expect, would take a lot of emotional and mental reflection to be able to understand them...at least for the men I knowdunno Most men might move on and easily find someone else, but their heart beat for "THE ONE" that got away...that's just according to my limited experience and observations.

How long did it take you to get over your ex-?

Happy Monday everyoneteddybear

No Holds Barred

I maybe a lunatic but I know exactly what I want in life. I know I'm having hard time making up my mind sometimes but in every confusion brought by external forces, there's a clearer answer deep in my heart.

I know I don't want to end up a lonely bitter old woman one day...sitting in a corner,weighing someone else's options, fantasizing of being fantasized by whole world and dreaming of a perfect man to come along.

It's never easy to make a relationship work...it's gamble...a risky business that needs a lot of physical, emotional, social, mental and material investments.sigh Finding the right person to invest everything you've got is the hardest part...but once you found that person, you better give him/her your best shot...no holds barred.

So many people are afraid to give their all for love...wary and scared to trust. Many dream of love and happiness but only few stay awake to selflessly, courageously seek and succeed.

Frustrations, depressions and bitterness can push us farther to delusions and illusions...worse part, they don't even realized it for they are so absorbed with their own perfection and high expectations.

Maybe if we take a closer look at ourselves, we might be able to see and accept our imperfections, work on it....start all over again, baggage-free...then maybe, just maybe we will end up happier.dunno

Happy Friday everyoneteddybear
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My Kind Of Date

When was the last time you went out for a date and really enjoyed it?

I joined another dating site a week ago and meet a nice 47 years old man. We agreed to meet at Starbuck's last night. I left work a little early to meet the guy at 12 midnight. On my way there, I got cold feet and changed my mind...went to Mc Donald's instead! Had some Caesar Salad and Apple pie...hanged out there all by myself and went home.

After some lousy excuse that something urgent came up at work, the guy persisted that we could meet tomorrow night...Saturday and I'm off. He asked where I would prefer to meet: La Calle or Irish Pub? I'm not familiar with these places so I googled it. La Calle seems decent so I'm thinking of accepting his invite. I like to dance and would prefer to go to some nice place where I can have a drink and dance silly...I would really really enjoy thatyay

Now, I'm thinking...if I go out tomorrow, what shall I wear? Black? Red? something sexy? Something conservative ? What would usually impress a man who seems to be educated, nice and down to earth? Shall I wear my hair down? Curly ?confused Shall I bring a friend or two? Or I simply send a friend to pretend to be me again?devil

What the heck...it's not easy to go out for a datedoh So many things to considermoping laugh

Just thinking about it makes me feel like dancingyay





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Afternoon Delight...

My favorite part of the day...reminds of those sweet moments when I feel complete in the arms of special someone.smitten

I know it's usually night time for most and morning time is good time for me too but afternoon is kinda special to me...after sharing good food for lunch, cuddling in front of the tv, rubbing each other's back and sleep in each other's arms...wake up watching the sun set from the window...those wonderful feeling of contentment and happiest will always keep me warm and put a smile on my face...if I don't get to experience them again, at least I have those sweet memories to last me a lifetime smitten

Oh shit! must be the fish and snake beans I had for lunch!doh laugh



Gonna find my baby, gonna hold her tight
Gonna grab some afternoon delight
My motto's always been, when it's right it's right
Why wait until the middle of a cold dark night

When everything's a little clearer in the light of day
Then we know the night is always gonna be here anyway

Thinking of you's working up an appetite
Looking forward to a little afternoon delight
Rubbin' sticks and stones together make the sparks ignite
And the thought of rubbin' you is gettin' so excited

Sky rocket's in flight, afternoon delight
Afternoon delight, afternoon delight

Started out this morning feeling so polite
I always though a fish could not be caught who didn't bite
But you've got some bait a waitin'
And I think I might try nibbling a little afternoon delight

Sky rocket's in flight, afternoon delight
Afternoon delight, afternoon delight

Be waiting for me, baby, when I come around
We can make a lot of lovin' 'fore the sun goes down

Thinkin' of you's workin' up my appetite
Looking forward to a little afternoon delight
Rubbin' sticks and stones together makes the sparks ignite
And the thought of lovin' you is getting so exciting

Sky rocket's in flight, afternoon delight
Afternoon delight, afternoon delight
Afternoon delight, afternoon delight



Read more: Starland Vocal Band - Afternoon Delight Lyrics | MetroLyrics
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Blog VS Forums

I've been blogging here for years now and wasn't interested really in the forums. I read some posts there when I started blogging here, the nastiness put me off. It wasn't till few weeks ago when I decided to give it a try.

I know some topics are not really meant here in the blogland so I posted a particular one there with the hope that bloggers won't read it there. Well, the first one who posted comment and most of those participated turned out to be the same people I'm bantering here on blogs!dohlaugh

Blogging is fun, a little bit more civilized than the forums.

Blogging is more easier, you don't have to click too many times to find the topic that would interest you.

Blogs are more conservative , forums are liberated

Blogs and Forums are both educational and fun places to be...

Can't really think of anything else to add at the moment so feel free write what's on your mind...

Happy Wednesday everyone!teddybear
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Young Asian Women with Older White Men...

There are many advantages for both young Asian woman and an older White man in an interracial relationship.


Is it really worth it?confused dunno
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