Okay, Ive had enough of being single and frustrated about the guy that likes me!...Supposedly =]
So he's in college on Wednesday, and ive decided im going to drop several hints and then in the end just say sommat like i like you and see if he gets the hint..Or rather id just tell him straight how im feeling even though more than likely he well laugh at me and thats the end of the friendship but at least he'll know i like him lol!
So wednesday is "The crunch" day, the day i finally stop being a wuss and tell the guy how im feeling =D...But today i was sitting with my friends and one of them kept saying he really likes me and that he said i was the only woman for him...Wether they we're playing around i dunno but i probably will find out for myself on wednesday!..But they we're going to text him and ask him out for me but me being a scardy-cat said no don't lol!
But i'll probably update on what happens when i tell him i like him..If im not on for a few days im either gutted that he laughed at me or im too happy to care about a computer
So Until Wednesday =D
Love Always
-Brunetteteen18 (Danielle)
Why do i have to be so confusing at times??
I Don't get what is with me thesedays, i think i told you about the guy i like from college and we're really good friends and we have so much in common, we enjoy a laugh and yet im such a wuss to pluck up the courage to tell him how i feel..His cousin (Who is in the same course as me) Tells me he fancies me, now i dunno if he's being stupid or just plain cruel but now im just confused.
I love this guy more than life itself, we're really good friends and i'd hate to sabotage that by doing something stupid like say i fancy you or i love you and then him laughing at me and telling me he doesn't feel the same...It's actually killing me not being able to tell him or anyone else how im feeling, im bottling it up and thats probably not doing me any good either.
Im 18 nearly 19 and i can't tell a lad how i feel!..What the hell is wrong with me?, ive had this sort of shyness around me since ive left school. Im nervous around the male race because i was bullied by them when i was at school...And to me that makes love or even finding a boyfriend extremely tough because i just think their all the same and they'll probably laugh at me as soon as i say something like will you go out with me or i love you.
Why is love confusing?, Why am i a wuss?..So many questions so little time
But im doing rambling.
Right now i just hate mine to all extremes!, Harsh words here...Im better off as an orphan!
Okay why do i hate my parents?, easy. They let my brother get away with far more than me..Yeah he's the oldest at 21 and im the youngest at 18 and yesterday i wanted to see my friend and it was about 7 at night...Which isnt late, my brother goes out later than that at around 8 or 9...And then they said no even though i asked nicely...Tried not to loose my temper but im so sick of treating me like a kid...Im 18 for god sake!
Put it this way, i so cannot wait to move out so i can do as i please. Go out when i want have as many mates over as i like without getting moaned at about the time or whatever else annoys the parents whenever my mates come over....God my folks suck!
They really need to loosen up alittle, yeah im the youngest but im old enough to defend myself and old enough to look after myself without getting lectured about what time it is or when it gets dark or the so called "Nasty Misters"....Goddamn it it pisses me off beyond all extremes!
Can't be good for the blood pressure can it?, And my head hurts from all the paint fumes im breathing in at the moment...My parents are decorating the house ready to sell it and move on, thank god lol!
Well thanks again for reading my crap =]
-Brunetteteen18
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So i probably won't get much sleep
Especially to someone like me with a very short temper at that time of morning..I could of swore!!...But since my food and nutrition teacher was there and shes really strict i decided to refrain from doing that lol 
So tomorrow, my last day until next week will be fairly entertaining....Not.
But he dumped me anyway.