Something on my mind

I spend a lot of time daydreaming. I can watch a movie but sometimes real life is so beautiful that replaying certain events is much better and happier. After all, the memories are real and mine.

One might argue with me that I have fallen in love. In a sense, perhaps I have. But, I am very aware that I am not his object of such daydreams.

This tennis playing relationship seems to try to develop into something of more substance. My solution is to not respond to his texts as normal. Typically I would jump to attention with minimal time to elapse before my response. I lack self control but I am very mindful of this delicate balance.

My body likes his body and my mind likes his mind. My heart likes him too. Life brings us such wonderful things if we are good to not abuse them.
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Sounds nice except the part where you wait to answer his texts? Self.control is.defined here as not answering him right away? Donest that slow communication? Lol.. cute but unnecessary imho. Sounds like you are on your way though, congratulations. ??applause
So lucky! That's awesome to hear.
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So that means you're taking longer to respond on purpose? Be careful with that. I have had an extremely interesting prospect do that to me in the past, and I took it as if she was not interested so I lost interest as well.
Only to find out (from her) a year later, that she was 'playing hard to catch' laugh We laughed about it with a couple of drinks and that was the last time we saw each other. It could have been great but oh well.
Wishing you the best. Love is amazing <3
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