L & E
past midnight and i am still awake.so bothered of the feeling of LONELINESS... and EMPTINESS..
every person who's trying to touch my life seems so uneffective to me.. I know it is not them.. There is something wrong in me, i just dont respond well.. or lets say i think i forgot how repond properly.. With wrong moves i drive them away by my assumptions and accusations followed by rationalism and sarcasm as defense mechanism.
Its not healthy its not good, being out of my mind in my lifeless story. I LOST SOMETHING, AND WAITING for somebody to change everything... the question is will be able to trust and believe again in what they call "relationship and Love'
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Wow lady! You sound crazy!
Sometimes when I can't sleep I, I don't know if I can say that word on here( i am new here), but it means to play with myself. Sometimes if it is a real bad bout of insomina, i go two rounds.
one thing is sure, you can't sleep when you are playing on the computer. there is some sleep in this box for you.
Thanks, need that..
--> Belle
They are so fine and good actually.. though they (i mean my past bfs) are so busy at work, mybe im not getting much attention i want that's why im becoming the Gfzilla and drama queen.. You know women, when they get mad we dont usually get hysterical rather we GET HISTORICAL on everything!
-->Purified
Im always true and forward with my blogs. Call me crazy, mad.. Coz i think i am... wahhhhhhhhhh! just kidding.
thanks for the sleeping box
for sure i will get to sleep!
seriously! thnks for the gift and trying to send me a box of sleep so whatever maybe sleeping pills inside it?
did yah send it via UPS or DHL?
wahhh i need a silent environment
Yes, it gets really boring in Kuwait
-->> Asingle:
Work and distance is the main concern. True they are trying their best yet it is just hard to think that you can't do any thing about it. Maybe its time for me to make my move and grab what i really want in life... taking risk will be a change.
I am quite picky on men, so for those who can last my insanity, sarcasm and paranoia... Two thumbs up for them. And deserve a plaque of appreciation for tolerating me.. Hehehehe
so sad i can count them in my one hand only lol.