THE UNBORN

HI MOMMY,Im only a few weeks old ur going 2 find out about me soon,I dnt hav a name yet,Im still waiting for u to name me.I hav brown eyes & black hair,dont hav it yet but i will soon.Im going 2B ur child.Im going 2 grow up without a daddy mostly,We'l help & luv each other & I wnt to be a doctor someday!U found out about me 2day mommy,and u wer so excited!All u can do all day is to smile!u have a perfect smile mommy!It wil be the 1st face & it wil be 'd most best thing i wil see in my life.2day was d day u told daddy about me.u wer so excited,but he wasnt happy mommy.He kind of got angry.I dont know if u noticed,but he did.He started 2 talk about badluck,money,bills & stuff.But u wer still happy,So it was ok.Then,he did something scary mommy.He hit you!I could feel that u fall backward & ur hands are flying up 2 protect me.I was okay,but i was very sad 4 u,u wer crying mommy,that sound doesnt make me feel good,it makes me cry 2.He said sorry after & he hugged u again.U forgave him,but im not sure if i could.It wasnt right.YOU said he loves u.But why would he hurt u?Finally,u can see me!ur stomach is a little bit bigger.U are so proud of me!U were sohappy! u sing to me! u hav 'd most beautiful voice in d whole wide world.When u sing is d moment i feel happiest & when u talk 2 me is when i feel safe.u just wait & see mommy. When i am born i will b just perfect for u! I will make you proud & i will luv u with all my heart.I can move my hands and feet now mommy,I do it because u put ur hands on ur belly,I giggle and you giggle too.I love you mommy! Daddy came to see u today,I got really scared mommy! He was acting funny & wasn't talking right,he hit you and he said he didn't want us,When i grew up i promise i wont let u get hurt. I promise to protect u,Daddy is bad. I dont care if u think he is good..I think he is bad,he doesn't like me,why he doesn't like,mommy??You didn't talk to me tonight,mommy??? Is everything ok???Its been 3 days since u saw daddy.You didn't talk to me and touched me or anything since that.Do you still love me,mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad.The only time i feel u is when u sleep & u sleep funny mommy,u would curl up on ur side. And u hug me with ur arms & i feel safe and warm again.Why don't you do that anymore when ur awake?Im 21 weeks old today mommy,Aren't u proud of me? We are going somewhere today,somewhere newIt looks like a hospital too.I want to be a doctor someday,mommy. Didn't i tell u that? I hope u are excited as I am.Mommy,i'm getting scared ur heart is beating fast.But i don't know what u are thinking the doctor is talking to u.I think something is going to happen soon.Im really,really scared mommy. Please tell me u love me? and i will feel safe again mommy. I love U! MOMMY!what are they doing to me???!!IT HURTS!!!it feels bad,please pleasee MAKE THEM STOP! please help me mommmy I heard u shouting and crying mommy,what is happening? i feel so weak,it is so bright,i feel cold..i can't feel u anymore mommy.. I feel alone...Where are u mommy?? its cold here... my heart is beating so slow.My heart Stopped.im in heaven now.They told me what you did & they said its called ABORTION.
Why did u do it??Dont u love me anymore? why did u get rid of me?Im really sorry if i did something wrong.I love u mommy!I love u with all my heart,what did i do 2 deserve what they did to me?i want to live mommy,Please! It really hurts to see u not care about me. Didnt i love u enough? Please say u'll keep me mommy! i want to live,watch the clouds and see ur smiling face and grow up to be a doctor.Please mommy! I want u to love me again. Im really sorry if i did something wrong..I love you mommy!