Well, we lost another one today...

Hi Diamond, yes the unfortunate thing being your star sign, the same as mine, is that we are never happy just having a dead end job, we are too ambitious unfortunately and this can be our downfall. I havent had a job for 12 years, but when I had to do labourer work in a factory, what kept me going, was I always looked at these dead end jobs as temporary, and was trying something else at the same time, then your be able to handle a dead end job, when your mind is trying to build a business, or studying something else. it helps. Like your an artist, so am I actually, so my mind would be on that whilst I had to cut dam bread for a living. I never saw myself as a bread cutter for the rest of my life. Yes, I dont last longer than 2 years max in jobs without prospects or careers. I am a nobody, but I feel nothing for anyone who treats me so or judges me and says its my own fault, we do what we want to do. We cant always do what we want to do. Its much more complex than that. I know inside myself that Im intelligent, even though I hide it in public, cause of certain personalities that will cause havoc for me, they want me to be stupid, so that Im not a threat, they dont want me to use my brain. unfortunately this is life. I do have other qualifications, but was never able to put them into experience or anything, but I dont think Im better than anyone without qualifications, cause, I know every human being wants to improve himself, if given the space, accomodation, money etc to do so. Ive seen people with degrees etc on the streets and Ive seen people with a grade 6 become millionares, so life is very complexed. I understand you, and wish you luck.