disapponted working hard for nothing
heloo bloggers im not always here, but today i just need to express wat i feel just need to blow it all the pain and sadness dissapointment i felt.im 29yrs old in working in middle east for almost 7yrs as a house maid.... Working here is so hard pipol dnt hve any idea how difficult im suffering here.... Well im working here for my family my bro and sis.... I said to my self its ok i cant buy things for my self most important i can send money monthly for my bro and sis cuz they studying. I send money for their allowance for boading house rent for school payment.
I gave all they want cuz i want them to finish studies which i didnt.. I want them to give a gud lyf even its so imposible im working hard for them for their futher.
I stand as a mother and father for them cuz of our parents failure. All i want is for their good.
But sad to say they didnt help me instead they betrayed me and just disappoint me...... I just found out today that they didnt pay the school and the boarding house they still have balnce in the school... Im just feel sad feel sorry for my self im working for nothing. All my sucrifices and struggle here is useless.
I dnt hve any savings cuz all my money went to them monthly and now i found out they didnt pay all the payments....im just crying y y y they do this to me.
And now i said to my self to stop helping them instead help my self... Is this a good disecion? cuz im tired helping them and they dnt help me and their self aswell
thnx for reading my blogged god blss us all
Michelle frm qatar
Comments (4)
My advice would be is not to give the money to your siblings directly. Have someone who you really trust to handle the budget you are sending every month and have the list of things/expenses your money had been gone into. That way you can track where your hard earn money had gone. And you give only what they need, just enough. Not too much that they can use the extra for other unnecessary things.
Be firm to them, set rules, limits. Before I made a compromise to my siblings, I talked to my parents and my siblings also. We had rules, limits and we set agreements. And if they will misguided, its there fault and they will lose my aid.
Sana po gets nyo mga pinagsasabi. May mga pinapaaral din ako at hindi madali. Sana po maging okay ang usapan niyo ng mga kapatid mo at magtino din sila kasi para din naman sa kanila. Good luck and Happy Easter.
Even good luck to you depents on your decisions.
Don't feel guilty because you did what you thought was right. One day your family will acknowledge your generosity.
to ed yes now i dicided to not send them any money its my time now to give my self agift i will not think them nor i will change my sponge heart to a rock heart that wat they deserve for hurting me and betrayed me