the sad fly on the wall...

While I have been around cs for sometime, I have only posted one other blog. That has not meant I was not interested. I have been more like your friendly aunty at a family reunion who sits off quietly knitting in a corner without much to say, but knows everything that is going on.
Like many of us, my life has it's good and bad points. Lately it has been difficult because while I am working full time, I am also a full time caregiver to my older sister who is fighting cancer. HERE IS MY POINT OF THE BLOG.....
No matter how terrible my day has been, each night I have looked forward to coming here to the blogs. to see what is going on with you folks in the world. Even tho I am not seen, you have become important to me. The poems, the stories, the wit and conversations has many times been the light in what would have other wise been a very dark day.
Seems like things have been changing of late and people that I have looked forward to reading their comments and being the ghost in the conversation...well they are leaving. I know this is not the real world, but quite frankly it was a place I could come to get OUT of my real world. Anyway, I have stepped out of the shadows and said my point..not that it really matters. This fly will just buzz back to her wall with the hopes not all of the cs family goes away.
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Why don't you post a blog. I am sure there are many interesting points in your life that you can share with us!
Hello Crazylace, i think you made a very good point.handshake wave
thanks guys...must say you two are a couple of bloggers I have really enjoyed. I guess I never commented as it felt the FAMILY was already set and the roles in motion. Not that I really feel I am all that dull...it just seemed like you were all more interesting..
Parti, I feel honored to actually have real words for you on my blog....
I feel that way about so many of you.........stars in my darkness.
Dear Aunty crazylace,
cswelcome
I really like the jumper u knitted me, it fits like a glove. Thank u.
As for this not being real, i have heard many ppl say that lately and even some women i have tried to have conversations with.
My answer is it, If we were talking by telephone would that not be real? confused
The internet has taken the telephone to a newer level as far as communicating goes. THIS IS VERY REAL, written by many real ppl, some who wish to hide behind facades others that wish to remain a mystery.
But i assure u, that all ppl here are real, whether they wish to believe that or not.

So here's a big REAL thank you to u.

P.S i know the knitted jumper was not real....sigh
Hi! And I pray your sister a speedy recovery! And all your hard work is a good thing! What a good heart you have! Be blessed and be peace!!!
Yes i work for intelligence myself of course thats obvious.professor doh doh laugh rolling on the floor laughing wave
mumbling I knew it! I knew it! blushing At least 1 loyal fan out there to inspire these gnarled fingers to continue churning forth some more eye catching material... typing grin J/K..laugh
Wishing your sister a speedy recovery..innocent angel comfort wine
El..It makes you feel like your on the wrong side of the Spy Window in the Interview Room !!!wow laugh laugh
handshake beer grin
El..It makes you feel like your on the wrong side of the Spy Window in the Interview Room !!!wow laugh laugh
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P ~ Aunt Crazy Lace ( doh I nearly wrote Aunt Caroline's Rice - that's a legit company in SA) has had the guts to echo many others observations, that there are people who get some enjoyment/solace out of the blogs....wine handshake So, carry on Bloggers!thumbs up
Anyways ~ better a fly on the wall, then a fly in the ointment! That's for the spoilers...laugh rolling on the floor laughing grin
Cagney & Lacey hello.

Don't worry hunny. The dynamics here always been some flow.
Like in the bank. Me miss 10k among others.

Usually it means (to drop some abit risky balck humor here but i'll take my chances considering your nic) that they are in a better place. lol
U know the idea here is for some of us still.. believe it or not to try find a partner.
Being here at blogs too much is abit like watching tv when u should be doing your homework (see.. you inspire me to try write witty, hehe). Fun but not always so productive.

Lacey, do not ever think you are less interesting then us!
Join in and we'd aprichiate it. Do what is compfy 4u thou.. we like to be watched also. grin

Thanks Aunty, on behalf of all the leavers.

Btw i haven't left til the large mummy sings.
I'll just join you on the wall now Lacey! hug
AAHHH !!! Dont Mooch Morg, Keep Blogging !! It aint over till The Pay Master Coughs Up!!!comfort thumbs up thumbs up
grin cheers handshake
Have to get a grip on myself Uncle P and do some homework, but papa said i can watch tv after i cleaned my room tonight.

sheep
Comb your Teeth and Brush your hair and you'll be allowed out to Play too !!!yay yay yay handshake
cheers
Just a thought.....
Npw that we know we have one fly on the wall looking in on us, i hope we are all dressed......rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing
How embarrassing.....rolling on the floor laughing
I expect a gf within an hour now simmo. Look at this upper body ha'. Muscles and tan in a unbeatable fusion.... thumbs up
AAHHH! No!! The Site will Crash with Proposals!!!doh
wow
MORG this lady is waiting for u...now go...quickly.....
awwwww dearest redex....heart beating heart beating heart beating
thank youlips lips lips
After all it has only taken me about 5 years to blend in this well......rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing
Oh god simmo at last you found the right wallpaperrolling on the floor laughing Only oooo years for me to go then, I hope you do not swat flywow me and crazylace will be meat for parti potrolling on the floor laughing
parti would never cook flies....well at least i dont think he would....dunno dunno
No I reckon he covers them in choc-olatelaugh see crazy we are sweet little thingsteddybear
speak for urself redex......rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing

me ...i'm a sane as a door knob and about as bright as a dead match.......doh doh
but am not crazy ok.......confused confused
wave crazylace
teddybear
People have been
coming and going
on here for so long
now. Some you forget
and some you miss.
STay tunned in though
as there is always
something to give you
a smile.
Flowers for you Sister!
Give her best wishes and
a big hugbouquet teddybear
WOw!! JUST AMAZING.Thank you all for your support. I hope you all stay.. Morgan I am especially glad to see you answer on my blog. I have been to Oslo a couple of years ago....AFTER I met someone here on cs. It always felt especially nice to read something from you as it brought back nice memories. ANyway I DO understand that this blogging bit can take one away from other important areas of ones life. Yes, I do know that most of our original reasons for coming onto cs was to find a special someone. Well I have met a couple of men in person, but as you can see am still looking. Good luck to us all....
I hope you have found a bunch of friends toohug
Hi CL,

Just wanted to say that I have read ur other blog. Please be careful as all the Djamels are still here, only using other names and photos which are changed weekly.
Goodluck.handshake
blues Awwwwwww Cheer up There will be more peeps to take the place of the ones leaving we are a bit like our world we keep rotating what comes around goes around and these are for your sister >> bouquet hug Wishing her well smile
Don't be the "sad" fly on the wall.
You obviously have a beautiful heart and you have a lovely face. I'll bet you are an amazing person with plenty to say.
Your sister is incredibly lucky to have you in her life. I hope your own life brightens and grows and expands and that you get to meet lots of wonderful people through here. teddybear
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