I am not happy right now!!! ( Archived) (28)

As some of you know my mom was again at the hospital this morning. The nurse I had talked to told me that this time they were keeping her for awhile to watch over her.

Well I just got a call from my step dad telling me that they are back home now. WTF?? I couldn't believe it. My mom is severly sick, they don't even know whats going on and they send her home. I was NOT impressed. My poor step dad was in tears and told me that he is scared. My mom is not doing well at all tonight. And I just hate the fact that right now he is alone. He has gone through way too much the poor guy!

They took some tests again and said that they will try their very best to get the results tomorow. In my opinion next time my mom should be in the hospital here in the city and not that stupid small town hospital because they don't even know what they are doing half the time.

I am just not getting a good feeling about this at all guys. I really hate this sick feeling I have in me and I just can't shake it off no matter how hard I try :o(

I'm sorry to hear things are not going well.
I'll have you and your family in my prayers

Maybe you could phone your mother and talk to her for just a few minutes?

I have an uncle that is not doing well. At times we become very very scared. But he keeps bouncing back for two years now. We never know.

I am really sorry you are going through this and your family as well.

Keep your chin up, fill your mind with good thoughts and let time pass. Keep yourself rested, emotions drain you quick.

Best Wishes to all of you.

Len

I did phone my mom but she was sleeping. I had talked to her this afternoon before they sent her home and she had a very hard time talking on the phone and we couldn't talk for long. My step dad said that she is really weak and its not looking good right now. She has also fallen into a depression which worries us more because we do not want her to give up but also understand how she is tired of all the suffering.

I am sorry to hear about your uncle. Am glad though that he is fighting it for as long as he has right now. I hope my mom comes out stronger than ever as well. I guess we just have to wait and see and pray it does. But I also don't want her to suffer anymore either know what I mean.

As for emotions draining me. No kidding! I am surprised I am still able to produce tears after all the crying I have been doing since last night.

Thank you for your prayers and well wishes

Thank you

they sent her home because there is nothing they can do and maybe that is your moms wish.Most of the elderly people i deal with who get sick want to be home or with us,not in some hospital where they are just a number and no one cares.Her family and her faith are what is going to keep her spirits up so she can beat this thing.my prayers are with you and yours..

sweet tracy...i'm so sorry...life is a cycle, hon...it's neither fair nor judgemental, it just -is-.

your love for your mother...shows us how big of a heart you have.

i wish i could wrap you in my arms and just hold you...it's all anyone can really do for you. but i CAN listen and be there.

hold tight to your beautiful babes, my dear...and to the love you feel for your mom.

prayers as always...

lori