Death ( Archived) (28)

Boy67: I separate the logic and reality from feelings.

majellajan: I don't think anyone of my friends or family could have seperated feelings from logic and reality, considering the reality was he had been clean for over a year with no signs or indications of returning to heroin, he was not an intravaneous user, so nothing could have prepared us, for his untimely death........I am glad I can express my feelings......again, your opinion welcomed and respected, I trust you respect mine. Jan

scon1916: My heart goes out to you Jan!!!! Go n-eirigh an bothar leat a chara!!!

Boy67: I knew many people back in the States that were using hevy drugs and with some i was somehow connected through college but i was expecting them to have a bad ending and when it happened i wasn't surprise even from the ones that clain to be clean. Only 1 out of 10,000 manages to get clean and stay clean becasue these people loose most of their brain cells and cannot think right from wrong. The good thing that can come out from this story is to use it as an example to save other young individuals that are heading that way. The person who passes away is not the one who suffers bu the ones that are left behind.

majellajan: I can't believe your gone, was it destiny we spoke on the phone 2 weeks before you died??, heroin killed you....why???, we could have been so happy....I havn't stopped crying, and I am so confused, what happened???, you were clean, I visited, I put my life on hold, I always thought someday we'd sort it, I'll miss you forever John, R.I.P, I hope it's true, if you can't touch or see a soul then you can not destroy it, in an ironic way your death has made me realise I have to live, I alwaysthought you and I would be together again, your not coming back, I must move on, for the first time in ten years I decided to use the talents God gave me, I am in A poetry competition, well it was what I loved years ago, I will always love you John.......sweet dreams.....Jan...xxxxxxx