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majellajanCork, Ireland5 Threads 36 PostsI can't believe your gone, was it destiny we spoke on the phone 2 weeks before you died??, heroin killed you....why???, we could have been so happy....I havn't stopped crying, and I am so confused, what happened???, you were clean, I visited, I put my life on hold, I always thought someday we'd sort it, I'll miss you forever John, R.I.P, I hope it's true, if you can't touch or see a soul then you can not destroy it, in an ironic way your death has made me realise I have to live, I alwaysthought you and I would be together again, your not coming back, I must move on, for the first time in ten years I decided to use the talents God gave me, I am in A poetry competition, well it was what I loved years ago, I will always love you John.......sweet dreams.....Jan...xxxxxxx
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I know your pain all too well for I have lost someone recently..No words or comfort can fulfill at this time.. 
I wish you the best in your grief...
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majellajan: I can't believe your gone, was it destiny we spoke on the phone 2 weeks before you died??, heroin killed you....why???, we could have been so happy....I havn't stopped crying, and I am so confused, what happened???, you were clean, I visited, I put my life on hold, I always thought someday we'd sort it, I'll miss you forever John, R.I.P, I hope it's true, if you can't touch or see a soul then you can not destroy it, in an ironic way your death has made me realise I have to live, I alwaysthought you and I would be together again, your not coming back, I must move on, for the first time in ten years I decided to use the talents God gave me, I am in A poetry competition, well it was what I loved years ago, I will always love you John.......sweet dreams.....Jan...xxxxxxx
It matters not why he was lost to you, but what matters is how you loved him!
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majellajan: I can't believe your gone, was it destiny we spoke on the phone 2 weeks before you died??, heroin killed you....why???, we could have been so happy....I havn't stopped crying, and I am so confused, what happened???, you were clean, I visited, I put my life on hold, I always thought someday we'd sort it, I'll miss you forever John, R.I.P, I hope it's true, if you can't touch or see a soul then you can not destroy it, in an ironic way your death has made me realise I have to live, I alwaysthought you and I would be together again, your not coming back, I must move on, for the first time in ten years I decided to use the talents God gave me, I am in A poetry competition, well it was what I loved years ago, I will always love you John.......sweet dreams.....Jan...xxxxxxx
Sorry for your loss 
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majellajan: I can't believe your gone, was it destiny we spoke on the phone 2 weeks before you died??, heroin killed you....why???, we could have been so happy....I havn't stopped crying, and I am so confused, what happened???, you were clean, I visited, I put my life on hold, I always thought someday we'd sort it, I'll miss you forever John, R.I.P, I hope it's true, if you can't touch or see a soul then you can not destroy it, in an ironic way your death has made me realise I have to live, I alwaysthought you and I would be together again, your not coming back, I must move on, for the first time in ten years I decided to use the talents God gave me, I am in A poetry competition, well it was what I loved years ago, I will always love you John.......sweet dreams.....Jan...xxxxxxx
Only time will heal.
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majellajan: I can't believe your gone, was it destiny we spoke on the phone 2 weeks before you died??, heroin killed you....why???, we could have been so happy....I havn't stopped crying, and I am so confused, what happened???, you were clean, I visited, I put my life on hold, I always thought someday we'd sort it, I'll miss you forever John, R.I.P, I hope it's true, if you can't touch or see a soul then you can not destroy it, in an ironic way your death has made me realise I have to live, I alwaysthought you and I would be together again, your not coming back, I must move on, for the first time in ten years I decided to use the talents God gave me, I am in A poetry competition, well it was what I loved years ago, I will always love you John.......sweet dreams.....Jan...xxxxxxx
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majellajan: I can't believe your gone, was it destiny we spoke on the phone 2 weeks before you died??, heroin killed you....why???, we could have been so happy....I havn't stopped crying, and I am so confused, what happened???, you were clean, I visited, I put my life on hold, I always thought someday we'd sort it, I'll miss you forever John, R.I.P, I hope it's true, if you can't touch or see a soul then you can not destroy it, in an ironic way your death has made me realise I have to live, I alwaysthought you and I would be together again, your not coming back, I must move on, for the first time in ten years I decided to use the talents God gave me, I am in A poetry competition, well it was what I loved years ago, I will always love you John.......sweet dreams.....Jan...xxxxxxx
So sorry that your dreams were not to be.
It is always so hard to move on, especially from a wasted and unnecessary death,but from your words I can feel that you are a strong person and will overcome this sorrow.We may not always see our loved ones but they rarely leave us ,so treasure the good times and look to the future.
I wish you every success with your poetry Jan.
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majellajan: I can't believe your gone, was it destiny we spoke on the phone 2 weeks before you died??, heroin killed you....why???, we could have been so happy....I havn't stopped crying, and I am so confused, what happened???, you were clean, I visited, I put my life on hold, I always thought someday we'd sort it, I'll miss you forever John, R.I.P, I hope it's true, if you can't touch or see a soul then you can not destroy it, in an ironic way your death has made me realise I have to live, I alwaysthought you and I would be together again, your not coming back, I must move on, for the first time in ten years I decided to use the talents God gave me, I am in A poetry competition, well it was what I loved years ago, I will always love you John.......sweet dreams.....Jan...xxxxxxx
My heart goes out to you.
It is like losing them twice when the drug steals them away like that. It was for me anyway...Take time to heal. Be strong. I know you had to before. You can do it. prayers to you.------ This thread is Archived ------
majellajan: I can't believe your gone, was it destiny we spoke on the phone 2 weeks before you died??, heroin killed you....why???, we could have been so happy....I havn't stopped crying, and I am so confused, what happened???, you were clean, I visited, I put my life on hold, I always thought someday we'd sort it, I'll miss you forever John, R.I.P, I hope it's true, if you can't touch or see a soul then you can not destroy it, in an ironic way your death has made me realise I have to live, I alwaysthought you and I would be together again, your not coming back, I must move on, for the first time in ten years I decided to use the talents God gave me, I am in A poetry competition, well it was what I loved years ago, I will always love you John.......sweet dreams.....Jan...xxxxxxx
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Im so sorry for your loss
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majellajan: I can't believe your gone, was it destiny we spoke on the phone 2 weeks before you died??, heroin killed you....why???, we could have been so happy....I havn't stopped crying, and I am so confused, what happened???, you were clean, I visited, I put my life on hold, I always thought someday we'd sort it, I'll miss you forever John, R.I.P, I hope it's true, if you can't touch or see a soul then you can not destroy it, in an ironic way your death has made me realise I have to live, I alwaysthought you and I would be together again, your not coming back, I must move on, for the first time in ten years I decided to use the talents God gave me, I am in A poetry competition, well it was what I loved years ago, I will always love you John.......sweet dreams.....Jan...xxxxxxx
If you knew he was using heroin what you expected to happen, IMO you should have been prepared.------ This thread is Archived ------
Boy67: If you knew he was using heroin what you expected to happen, IMO you should have been prepared.
You cannot help who you love or who you are drawn to.
My grandma was sick a long time, and I wasn't prepared for her death either. Just saying...
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majellajan: I can't believe your gone, was it destiny we spoke on the phone 2 weeks before you died??, heroin killed you....why???, we could have been so happy....I havn't stopped crying, and I am so confused, what happened???, you were clean, I visited, I put my life on hold, I always thought someday we'd sort it, I'll miss you forever John, R.I.P, I hope it's true, if you can't touch or see a soul then you can not destroy it, in an ironic way your death has made me realise I have to live, I alwaysthought you and I would be together again, your not coming back, I must move on, for the first time in ten years I decided to use the talents God gave me, I am in A poetry competition, well it was what I loved years ago, I will always love you John.......sweet dreams.....Jan...xxxxxxx
Take solace in your devotion and undying love for him and just know that you've done all you can for him. I'm so sorry for your loss and as with all painful things, time will heal although there will always be a scar...
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Thoughts and Prayers are with you in your time of grief
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Boy67: If you knew he was using heroin what you expected to happen, IMO you should have been prepared.
wether its expected or not death is never an easy experience for anyone to deal with or prepare for...
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ooby_dooby: You are gracious in your reply to my rather cold response to your thread. It's just that I too lost someone very close to me though he was not a lover but my next door neighbor who was like a father to me. His name was Rudy and he was picked on by his peers because he had a speech impediment and he was a little strange looking. He drifted into the wrong crowd who were all into smoking pot which was looked down on at that time. Eventually he started using heroin. One day he brought me up to his apt to show me how he cooked the heroin with a little water over a candle in a spoon and then he injected it into his arm. Shortly after that he just nodded off and I quietly left. He tried to become an alcoholic thinking he could get off heroin and then he could break his alcohol addiction. It didn't work. It just turned him into an alcolic drug abuser. Some time later he jumped out of a 4th floor window in an attempt to end it all. His attempt at suicide failed because the fall didn't kill him. A year later he jumped again. This time he succeeded.
So you see I hate drugs, because like you, drugs robbed me of a close friend. That's why I let you have it with both barrels.
I'm sorry.
So you see I hate drugs, because like you, drugs robbed me of a close friend. That's why I let you have it with both barrels.
I'm sorry.
I do not consider your reponse letting me have it with both barrells, not in the slightest........................Jan
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boomboom_uk: wether its expected or not death is never an easy experience for anyone to deal with or prepare for...
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Boy67: If you knew he was using heroin what you expected to happen, IMO you should have been prepared.
Hi, he had been clean, he relapsed Christmas Day and died, I knew him and loved him 18 years, I would not have turned my back on him............I welcome your opinion. Jan
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NWChevyGirl: You cannot help who you love or who you are drawn to.
My grandma was sick a long time, and I wasn't prepared for her death either. Just saying...
I separate the logic and reality from feelings.My grandma was sick a long time, and I wasn't prepared for her death either. Just saying...
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