Random_StrangerOPMade IN, California USA1,183 posts
(To Imbroglio) Sup Man!
(My other comment) The only reason why I asked this was because I would like to make a wager that I am going to die of cancer in which I will catch in a few years. I know this because of some complications I am experiencing at this time. I just hope that I can complete my purpose and make mom proud. Other than that. I am going to get some of that Fresh Air I been hearing about and have fun today! Life's too short to spend too much time indoors, and not see what the rest of the world has to offer. Love you all!
I woke myself up screaming "Nooooooo" a few nights ago because I was on a plane that was in fierce turbulence and then there was a drop that caused the plane to go out of control. Then it was slow motion going down...I truly thought I was dying. One of the most realistic nightmares I've had yet! That is definitely not the way I want to go, although I guess it would be one of the quicker ways to go!
There is a saying that Death comes to those first who fear her the most. Yes, for me death is feminine. If you were chosen by fate to die earlier than normaly ... so, then let it be.
Random_StrangerOPMade IN, California USA1,183 posts
Yeah. I never thought I would make it this far in life, yet I accomplished nothing. So now I just want to make it to even a step past the door of success. I can fall after that. I was just afraid that when it became time to live, I was going to lose it all. But you can't live your life in fear. Atleast not when it is on this subject. Still, I can't get over how death never fails to bother someone when it strikes. Yet we are all aware of it. I can't get over that. Why we cry when one dies, knowing that all isn't here forever.
you know, the thing is with years our fear of death is getting less than when we are young. Try to put it aside ...and focus on what you want to accomplish. You will feel more free of being afraid of her. You doing great ... but you are phylosopher by Nature. It is tough
Tears are only a physical reaction of sadness ... it will pass
When my gramma was in the hospital... I got a call that family needed to be there. she wouldn't make the night...her organs had failed, intestines...
I got there a bit earlier than the rest. When I walked in, I took a deep breathe... She was beautiful! She glowed, and emitted such peace! I saw light all around her!
She wasn't coherent... tubes caught up.. she asked or help.
I helped untangle he tubes while she looked for something invisible...
My family came and went... Noone noticed this light, and beauty! I was feeling so happy for her, and they were all sad looking...
I knew she was ready, and I was thrilled! But, noone saw...
After they left, I went to her.
Told her I had to go. She was in ICU ans we aren't supossed to kiss...
She reached out... We hugged, and I kissed her goodnight.
A snap! spark...her mouth an "o" and eyes wide... she said,"oh!"
I went home... that night I experienced horror of another kind... will tell it sometime...but, I was to pumped to sleep right away... like I had adrenaline surging...
Next morning I got a call. She was fine.
Prgans working... she was talking, and coherant. I had my time with her and we talked for a long time... Right when I was leaving to return home, she said "maybe another miracle will happen".
I have since tried to understand that time...and still have a difficult time with it.
I dont believe we die. We just shed one body and wait for the next. My request would be that all the people I love join me again in the next life and share more of the journey together.
I have been so close to death......six times so far......two out of body experiences......My best friend died this morning.....I had a nightmare last night that the water main broke in my back yard.....and felt myself foating away in the flood from it....that's how I woke up this morning.....then I got the news......my fear is not of dying but of loosing those that I love do deeply....therefore am afraid of falling IN LOVE.....
I'm not afraid of death but I am afraid of death coming for me before I have experienced all the wonderful things in this life that have just been opened up for me
bamabeeceeBanks of the Warrior River, USA1,641 posts
I'm not afraid of death. I came real close 10 years ago, and God wasn't through with me here. So I know as long as he's got something for me to do here on earth, I'll be hanging around. And when there's nothing for me to do anymore, I'll be wanting to go.
I don't fear my death. I fear the deaths of those that I love. I believe we die, rest for a time and then come back, and we repeat this process until we get it right.
I am afraid of dying alone... last week I was working and the person I was working withs, roommate was close to death and nobody was with her...I talked with her and held her hand...until the ambulance came...
I have been with people close to death before and I think people they love that have died come and spend time with them to help them die in a peaceful way...
But I don't think it's always like that...
I was just at a funeral last weekend...and I hate the sadness...I told my best friend if I die before her...I want a party on the beach..with art music, poetry..and laughter
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(My other comment)
The only reason why I asked this was because I would like to make a wager that I am going to die of cancer in which I will catch in a few years. I know this because of some complications I am experiencing at this time. I just hope that I can complete my purpose and make mom proud. Other than that. I am going to get some of that Fresh Air I been hearing about and have fun today! Life's too short to spend too much time indoors, and not see what the rest of the world has to offer. Love you all!