pop died 3 yrs ago today (22)
Ohhh, love...!! You really have been through the mill, haven't you?? I feel for ya, honey.... truly I do!! If it is of any comfort, albeit it a small one, to be here and offload..... go right ahead. That is what we are all here for.
I am sure you don't feel much like laughing at the moment but sometimes a little frivolity can help. And, besides, you will probably discover that you will find strength and resolve from somewhere.......
If you wanna bend an ear, feel free to mail me, yeah??
I am sure you don't feel much like laughing at the moment but sometimes a little frivolity can help. And, besides, you will probably discover that you will find strength and resolve from somewhere.......
If you wanna bend an ear, feel free to mail me, yeah??
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now im gonna go have some movie as a distraction
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I never know what to say....
so I offer my comfort and hugs...and my ear of you choose....anytime...
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Mindfful - Dandelion said it best for me. I have been grateful for the memories.
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life is certainly a wild ride, all we can do is hold on tight. and remember the good bits and wait for more nice times to come along
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no offense to anyone
but i have met some great women on this site
its not so heavy to carry today
im just sad
the main problem is that i was injred after his passing
and became very isolated-literally from people
and then a self imposed exile as i grieved those losses
and my own physical state
im better now
but im still alone-
waaaayyy
so im workin on reaching out
here
some charity work
etc.
yes-being in my head alone
can sometimes be like going into a bad neighborhood
something i shouldnt do...
however-that said-im off for awhile
maybe a shoot em up flick will be just the thing
but i have met some great women on this site
its not so heavy to carry today
im just sad
the main problem is that i was injred after his passing
and became very isolated-literally from people
and then a self imposed exile as i grieved those losses
and my own physical state
im better now
but im still alone-
waaaayyy
so im workin on reaching out
here
some charity work
etc.
yes-being in my head alone
can sometimes be like going into a bad neighborhood
something i shouldnt do...
however-that said-im off for awhile
maybe a shoot em up flick will be just the thing
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both my pairents have gone.but they never realy go as they will forever live on in our hearts.I feel for you hun.but time & friend do numb the pain.so try an remmember you will! see him again
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I miss My Mom, She Died Oct. 26th, I was with her when she went, so I know a little bit about how you feel.
All I do is think of the good times we had that seems to help me when I start missing her, it is normal to do this.
But you seem to be fine from what I can tell.
Keep your chin up and take things in stride.
Chaz
All I do is think of the good times we had that seems to help me when I start missing her, it is normal to do this.
But you seem to be fine from what I can tell.
Keep your chin up and take things in stride.
Chaz
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thanks for your kindnesses
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be strong.I can tell that you are.see you soon.you know were I am love 
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hard to tell which is intermission today
out there or in here..?
well-2nd feature is starting-
bbl,
e.
out there or in here..?
well-2nd feature is starting-
bbl,
e.
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I admire you for coming thru a really painful and difficult time in your life.
I know that feeling of being alone, even when you are surrounded by people.
Keep reaching out sweetheart.
I know that feeling of being alone, even when you are surrounded by people.
Keep reaching out sweetheart.
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wow
i had a nap and the weirdest most awful dream
that i had simply moved away and just now gone to visit
and he was in better health and very prosperous and rejected me in front of all these 'hangers-on'-(public humiliation is a deep rooted oddity for me)
ohhh it was just weird and like i was trapped in the feelings in the dream
and i went back again the next day
welll----i spose i do have a difficulty in letting go-
yippeeskippy!
like i feel like growing today-
anyway thanks you guys!
i had a nap and the weirdest most awful dream
that i had simply moved away and just now gone to visit
and he was in better health and very prosperous and rejected me in front of all these 'hangers-on'-(public humiliation is a deep rooted oddity for me)
ohhh it was just weird and like i was trapped in the feelings in the dream
and i went back again the next day
welll----i spose i do have a difficulty in letting go-
yippeeskippy!
like i feel like growing today-
anyway thanks you guys!
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im still tired-
guess ill go back to bed-
LOL
tomorrow is another day....
and it wont be today anymore
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My dad died on this day in 1989 So I relate hun.
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i guess every date has a significance to someone
i still have a headache
grrrr
i still have a headache
grrrr
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This thread just happen to be making the rounds, and it caught my eye.
It was 2 years ago yesterday Sept.16th, that my mom passed away.
3 weeks later my 2nd best friend died 2 days before her 54th birthday and 1 year before my mom, my older brother died from lung cancer at 59.
My dad also died at 59 when I was a teen.
I had a bit of a hard day yesterday, but I am starting to get back to "normal" It took me almost 2 yrs! Sometimes it takes a lot longer than that!
We all have a bizarre sense of humor in my family too, but there aren't many of us left!
I dream about mom more than I used to, and I swear my dog sees her!
She always looks with her ears up, over in the direction of the small urn I have of my moms creamains.
Sometimes my dog stands in the hall facing that same direction, and seems to look someone up and down,and acts like she's listening.
Weird, I know!
It was 2 years ago yesterday Sept.16th, that my mom passed away.
3 weeks later my 2nd best friend died 2 days before her 54th birthday and 1 year before my mom, my older brother died from lung cancer at 59.
My dad also died at 59 when I was a teen.
I had a bit of a hard day yesterday, but I am starting to get back to "normal" It took me almost 2 yrs! Sometimes it takes a lot longer than that!
We all have a bizarre sense of humor in my family too, but there aren't many of us left!
I dream about mom more than I used to, and I swear my dog sees her!
She always looks with her ears up, over in the direction of the small urn I have of my moms creamains.
Sometimes my dog stands in the hall facing that same direction, and seems to look someone up and down,and acts like she's listening.
Weird, I know!
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I've heard it said....Never mourn for what is lost, rejoice that you had in at all!!
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I couldnt havesaid it better. *M*
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3 wks before that my fiance died
his heart exploded suddenly-at 49
its a weird weekend for me
i guess last night i wasnt feeling it
as being in here was a great distraction
but when the lights went out and things were quiet
it took about 30 seconds for me to realize what i was feeling...
regardless of what goes on online-
sometimes it serves the strange purpose of escape
i sure miss my pop
we laffed our asses off those last 3 yrs-
at stuff that was sick and morbid-
my family has a bizarre sense of humor
now im really alone
but i will continue to trudge the Road of Happy Destiny
sometimes i smell him and say hi and sometimes i feel him say it back
now you all can discard any remaining shreds of doubt that i am
weird-