i totally hear ya.. takes me a lil while to get to another relationship bc i don't want to be rebound material. and i don't think that im giving the person a fair enough shot if i just got out of one.
but yeah i was w/ someone for 2 years.. we were engaged.. less than a month after i broke it off he was engaged to another gurl. more to the story but ya get the jist.. so i hear ya all the way.. lol
I don't know if its mourning or just taking a break to get your life back in order. Its been almost 2 years for me so I didn't jump back in right away. I've been looking at profiles and talking to some men but wondering if my heart and mind is ready for another go around. Guess if the right one comes along I will know. Don't mind saying the last one stung alittle. Hate liars lol.
I find it much easier to take a breather. I like being alone after any traumatic breakup to regroup. Alone meaning relationship wise. I enjoy having both male and female company as friends during this time. Family is also a plus. I never thought I would wait fourteen years to be married again though. Time went by soooo fast.
I suppose my response to this question is it depends on how much of myself is invested into the relationship. I am basically an all or nothing kind of gal. My previous relationships haven't been all that serious...it had been about 4 years from the time that i had my previous boyfriend to my current one. My past relationships weren't very serious ones, but the one i am currently involved in, well, my whole heart and soul is involved...i have invested more in him then with any other man, so if something happened, as in us no longer being together...i would be absolutely devastated and heartbroken. I have never taken a risk of this nature in my life, risking my heart being broken, or my pride being squashed, but this man is worth it, he truly is. As they say "it is better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all"...it is so true.
So...to answer your question further...i would indeed mourn a relationship that fades out, only if my love runs deep though, but if not, i would not have a huge problem with the transition of starting over again. However, i do have morals, values, integrity and respect for myself. I would not just go looking for someone to fill a void or anything immediately, i am too independent for that! I like to take my time with relationships, as my trust in men has been compromised over the years, but time can heal all wounds.
My whole life i have been looking for something legitimate, something real and lasting...i have never been interested in the short term. Life is too short to waste time. I don't need someone just for the sake of not being alone. I need someone who will love me unconditionally, accept me just the way i am, respect me, trust in me, has patience with me....lol....someone who wants me, desires me, and they can expect the same in return from me...treat others as you would want to be treated is my motto. I love intensely, feel intensely, hurt intensely....everything with me is intense, hence the all or nothing way of living.
Anyway, this is a topic that really hits home, so thank you lionheart for posting this thread...it gives me yet another opportunity to look deep inside myself, to come to a greater understanding of what it is that i seek in life, what i require to achieve complete happiness.
Apparently some don't even get affected by the loss. A short time later they are at it again. Kind of makes you wonder if they were ever in love in the first place..Or in love in the second place..lol
I myself take quite a while before I'm ready to move on. Must be something wrong with me...lol
I really wonder sometimes what that 4 letter word means, must be different for everybody.
i do morn but not forever... i can love, but then move on pretty quick, i just don't sit there and ponder "what if's" to long. life's too short if ya know what i mean..
I mourne, I cry, I get angry, upset, I go wild, then cry some more.
I think by going out and finding someone new, would be a good thing, then I rethink and feel, nope can't go there, not ready, why put this anger on some poor willing soul. so I try to back off, till I feel I am ready. But how long is too long to wait?
So right now, if you find I rant and rave on here, just let me be, I am in a mourning time right now.
I must say joining this site has been the best thing I have ever done. The questions presented, are some I have asked myself for years. so thanks for the therapy sessions, I am enjoying them.
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My ex-husband on the other hand went right from ours to another to another to another..lol
You know what? The only man I have lived with is him...lol..I have been away from him for 12 years..lol He lived with 4 or 5 women inbetween.
He finally found an ever patient woman who married him. I hear he is a tyrant with her too..lol..she is a nice woman but she can have him..lol