a rose to say hi,a rose to say i just wanted to see if i could make you smile. a rose to say hey i am here for you, a rose to say i know you are having a hard time and i wanted you to know i am here for you
a rose to say thank you,a rose to say thank you for allowing me into your life a rose to stop the tears when this life makes you cry a rose to sau i love you a rose to say yes you are the angel that was heaven sent just for me a rose to say i am thinking of you
a rose to make you smile a rose to say hey i still love you a rose to say i miss you and i wish you was here a lifetime of roses for differt reasons a lifetime of roses to say i love you
a lifetime of roses to say thank you for opening up your heart to me and allowing my love in,to grow with each beat of your heart a lifetime of roses to say thank you for sharing your life with me a lifetime of roses to say thank you for picking me as the 1 to give your heart to a lifetime of roses to say thank you for having trust in me and knowing in your heart,i will never break your heart
a lifetime of roses and a heart full of love a lifetime of roses to say thank you for being who your are a lifetime of roses to say thank you for being the angel heaven sent just for me.
but as yet no one has figure out what they have gotten a rose from me,but sunday will be my last day here,it will also be the last time someone will get a rose from a dead man walking
but ladies it is my turn to say thank you,for allowing me to be able to send you a rose
packing up the dreams God planted in the fertile soil of you can't believe the hopes he's granted means a chapter in your life is through it won't even seem you'ue gone cause our hearts in big and small ways will keep the love that keeps us strong
and friends are friends forever if the Lord's the Lord of them and a friend will not say never cause the welocme will not end through it's hard to let you go in the father's hands we know that a lifetime's not too long to live as friends
with the faith and love God's given springing from the hope we know we will pray the joy you'll live in is the strength that now you show but we'll keep you close as always it won't even seen you've gone cause our hearts in big and small ways will keep the love that keeps us strong.
when i came here i was not seeking nothing,but now when it is time to take my leave,i have a heavy heart,for i leave behind the friends i have met here.the ones who everyday we share our lives with each other
the greatest honor that someone can pay me,besides my children calling me dad.is when someone gives me the honor of being their friend.for that is a honor that you have to be giving and not taken.which to me they have put their trust in me,to allow me to be apart of their lives and a trust i will not break
nor a honor that i will not dishonor,for when i make a friend it is for life,which means no matter what tomorrow will bring.i will be there standing besides them,facing togther what every this new day had bought,thank God for allowing me to be a part of their lives on this new day that he has giving us.
for my friend here thank you for giving that honor when you called me your friend,thank you for giving me the most precious thing you have in life,which is your time,for once your time is gone there is no getting it back.it is the thing of the past and you cannot turn the hands of time back to get it back.
it is a honor for i know the time that you have giving me,you could have took that time and spent it doing something else with it.but you chose to spend that time with me,now it is my turn to say THANK YOU
now as it will stay as a positive thing and not a negative thing,i will answer the questions,that people have been asking me since i been here.so here on this thread i will answer them like how did i become a single father to 5 children,how did i get full custody of them.
where did i get the name z dead man walking from.but i have been answering questions since i have been here.but i have been puting the answers all over the forum and no one has figure it out yet.
but before you ask a question remember this i will give you the truth and nothing but the truth.it will be raw and and uncensure.as long as it stays positive i will do it.
that is 1 of the reasons why i am leaving i am bipolar and some of the people i have meet here does not understand what that means.bipolar is cause by a chemical imbalance in the brain.
it affects people in alot of differt ways.for some it is like being stuck on a elevator that keeps going up and down non stop.for some they say it is like being on a merry go a round that does not stop.some it is like being in darkest all of the time and never seeing light.some it is like being in a daze all of the time with no end
for some there is meds that they can take them helps them to find the balance in their lives they need.for some their is treatments that they can use that will help them.
than there are people like me who there is no meds nor treatemnts that will help,we live our lives going up and down and all around.it is like being moses wondering around in the desert looking for the promise land.but never finding it
bipolar has 2 sides 1 is the high or positive side,which you are happy as hell and you have a positive attitude.the people that you are around you will have a positive influence on them
than you have the down side which you will have a negative attitude and you will have a negative infiuence on people
since there is no med nor treatments that will work on me i have been taught by psychiatrists.when i hit the down side to stay away from people.for you cannot control what someone else does or says and they can have a negative affect of you.
plus life is hard enough and people do not need someone around them that will make their life worse and not better.when you are down you will want someone to lift you up and not knock you while you are down.
when you are feeling bad,you will want someone who will make you feel good and not someone who will make you feel worst than what you already do.
when you are going through a bad time,you will want someone to help you through it and not make it worse
in short i was train if i cannot be a positive influence in someone's life than i do not need to be in their life.there are too many people in this world that makes people feel bad about theirsevles.they do not need someone else adding to it.
if i cannot make someone feel better about theirsevles than i do not need to be in their lives
SirenLydiaBury St Edmunds, Suffolk, England UK4,138 posts
Many roses and I thank you for all of them and the messages. Will miss your words on here. Hope all goes well with you and yours. Also hope you will come back again.
Thank you ZDeadman...thank you for all the lovely roses you have sent me in the past as well...each was special, each was appreciated. Thank you again, and I wish you the best of luck.
PeachesandCreamConcord, North Carolina USA675 posts
Thank you for all the beautiful roses, kind words, and prayers of encouragement that you shared with me. You'll be missed, your poems will be missed and CS won't be quite the same. May God watch over you and your children. Much Love & Happiness for you as you leave us
You have made a difference in our lives. Thank you for your insight, depth, and prayers. Flowers always bring smiles, thank you. May you and your family be surrounded with blessings. We will always ‘be here’ for you.
Since I have began my journey on CS, you have made my days happier with the flowers and encouraging words you have shared. I want you to know your beautiful words have made an impact on my life, and you will be truly missed my dear friend. I wish you did not have to go, but I understand your journey needs to take you in another direction. May God be with you and your family hun, and keep you close in his arms when you need him the most.
Good luck to you my friend, best wishes and take care of yourself. It was a pleasure to meet you
Thank you so much for all the roses and support you have sent me since I have joined this site in Jan! From the start you have always been there for me and I hope that I was able to do the same for you.
You will be sadly missed and it will be odd not getting flowers from you.
I wish you the best of luck in life and love and other journeys life will take you. You deserve nothing but the best my friend!!
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a rose to say hi,a rose to say i just wanted to see if i could make you smile.
a rose to say hey i am here for you,
a rose to say i know you are having a hard time and i wanted you to know i am here for you
a rose to say thank you,a rose to say thank you for allowing me into your life
a rose to stop the tears when this life makes you cry
a rose to sau i love you
a rose to say yes you are the angel that was heaven sent just for me
a rose to say i am thinking of you
a rose to make you smile
a rose to say hey i still love you
a rose to say i miss you and i wish you was here
a lifetime of roses for differt reasons
a lifetime of roses to say i love you
a lifetime of roses to say thank you for opening up your heart to me and allowing my love in,to grow with each beat of your heart
a lifetime of roses to say thank you for sharing your life with me
a lifetime of roses to say thank you for picking me as the 1 to give your heart to
a lifetime of roses to say thank you for having trust in me and knowing in your heart,i will never break your heart
a lifetime of roses and a heart full of love
a lifetime of roses to say thank you for being who your are
a lifetime of roses to say thank you for being the angel heaven sent just for me.
but as yet no one has figure out what they have gotten a rose from me,but sunday will be my last day here,it will also be the last time someone will get a rose from a dead man walking
but ladies it is my turn to say thank you,for allowing me to be able to send you a rose