I HAVE REMEMBER AND WROTE A LOT OF THINGS ABOUT YOU. HOW I WANTED YOU, LOVED YOU AND ALSO HATED YOU. THE THOUGHTS ARE EMPOWERING. YOU STILL HAVE THAT CONTROL OVER ME TO THIS VERY DAY. YET YOU'RE SO FAR AWAY BUT STILL VERY CLOSE. I DONT KNOW IF THAT WHAT SCARES ME THE MOST.
I REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU, I KNEW I HAD TO KNOW YOU. BE A PART OF YOUR LIFE, HOPEFULLY BECOME YOUR WIFE. WITH YOUR SMOOTH SKIN AND SEXY BROWN EYES & MEDIUM SIZE LIPS THAT ANY WOMAN WOULD LOVE TO KISS. SKIN SO SMOOTH MAKE A WOMAN WANNA SIN. YOUR VOICE SOUNDS SWEET AS A HARP. YOUR DIALECT ALWAYS TOP CHOICE, MAKE MY PANTIES MOIST.
I FELT YOUR TOUCH, REMEMBER YOUR EYES. WHEN I FIRST SAID I LOVE YOU. YOUR BODY BETWEEN MINES. IM SO OPEN, NOT JUST MY BODY. BUT MY MIND AND HEART ALSO. IM SHAKING AND TEARING AS IM SAYING I LOVE YOU. NOT ONLY WITH LUST AND CLIMATIC AFTER SHOCKS. BUT WITH MY HEART YOU'RE NOW THE KEEPER OF.
NEXT IS THE PROBLEMS, I WAS TO LOVE BLINDED TO SEE. THE TIME WE USE TO SHARE. YOU NO LONGER SEEM TO CARE. YOU SAY IM SMOOTHERING YOU BUT I JUST WANT TO BE UNDER YOU. YOU SAY YOU NEED A LITTLE SPACE BUT THAT JUST MAKE ME A BASKET CASE. YOU SAY SHE JUST A FRIEND, YOU PUT HER BEFORE ME, IM ALONE AGAIN. THEN YOU SAY WE WASNT TOGETHER. THESE ARE THE EXCUSES YOU HAVE USED, WHEN YOU WANTED TO EXPERIENCE SOMETHING BRAND NEW. A LITLE BIT DIFFERENT OR WHAT YOU THINK SOME WHAT BETTER. WHATEVER IS YOUR PLEASURE. BUT REMEMBER YOU HAD A TREASURE.
THANK YOU FOR UNDERSTANDING THE CONCEPT OF THE STORY. WE AS LOVERS NEED TO STOP BEING SO FORGIVING. MOVING ON IS HARD. BUT ITS WORTH THE PAIN IN THE END. WHEN WE GIVE IN IT LET THEM KNOW WE HAVE NO SENSE OF WORTHNESS. THEY WILL CONTINUE TO DO AS THEY PLEASE.
Sorry you were hurt so bad. Sometimes it is best to hold back our feelings until we know it is mutual. Best to move on. We will always have memories...but make some new ones as well.
I must say that I'm done with wanting a 'lover', 'soulmate' or whatever they're called these days. Of course, speaking only for myself, I have no patience for the games people play with each other.
We live in a cesspool world of people now and the stench is too much for me to wade through trying to find 'the one'. People say I'm cynical, I prefer 'realist'.
Anyway, I enjoyed this one.
SUMMIT09OPDALLAS, Texas USAJan 2, 2011
THANK YOU BELLA I HAVE ENDURED A LOT. BETTER MUCH SAY YOU ARE SO TRUE.
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feelings until we know it is mutual. Best to move on. We will always have memories...but make some new ones as well.
I must say that I'm done with wanting a 'lover', 'soulmate' or whatever they're called these days. Of course, speaking only for myself, I have no patience for the games people play with each other.
We live in a cesspool world of people now and the stench is too much for me to wade through trying to find 'the one'. People say I'm cynical, I prefer 'realist'.
Anyway, I enjoyed this one.