Seeking I keep searching for things in my life and learching forward in stutters without to many stumbles yet my mind needs to rid all the clutter and its still not clear to me what i need to find or maybe im searching for a reason thats humble.... It feels like my heart has been rendered apart from past loves yet your not the reason i started this journey with eyes covered like im blind as im still searching day to day opening all the doors i can to see what i could find... Im not lonely yet ive got love to give to the one i find hopefully with some success but its not the motive for this mortal quest because i think its one of lifes little tests thats got me captive to the point i must confess that this seeking makes me restive...