A happy home…
It’s been so long
And so hard to carry on
Seem like all my good days R gone
A part of me died in the war zone
My flesh didn’t get touched
But I’m losin’ my life ‘n’ my hopes R crushed
Left my mama’s arms
‘N’ ran 2 his
But it was like I wasn’t even one of his kids
Can u believe this…?
Went back 2 my motha’s titty but the milk wasn’t the same
But it was I who changed
Taste buds got used 2 malt liquor and green bud
Moved down 2 the A Town
All the negativity’s away now
Oh wow…
Time 4 college
New peers
Check the dorm, I’m there
My worst fear
I was forced up outta there
If not there
Then where
Do I belong (do I fit in)
How could I be strong?
Journeys cut short
Cursed fate of some sort
It’s hard 4 me 2 be all I can be..
Maybe the Army’s wantin’ me
Now I’m a war veteran
But I’m vexed again
This too has come to an en’ my frien’
And then
Head back to the household
This life gets old
I’m so cold
Back home is stress and confusion
My delinquent brotha I’m losin’
-Why R u abusin’
My life
-This is my life…
‘N’ I’m so alone
‘N’ not knowin' where I roam
All I want is a Happy Home