Dwell in me cruel sadness Breed in me then nurse your hatchlings Make small things seem gigantic That's why your exsistence is so fantastic Infinite degrading Served with bleeding hearts and daisies
But then you closed your eyes and I was someone else While you fantasized I was still myself You crawled in my head to be my disgrace I turned inside out to hide my face
You watched my arms as they bleed From cuts and burns that were self-inflicted Today is this the day before The pains the same only more Provoking hatered for my flesh But if I'm not affraid I have nothing left
Then you took my hand and shoved me in the dark I fell to my knees then I grabbed my heart You crawled in my head to make me a fraud You took what little faith I had left in God
You stole my thoughts then wanted more But I can't change them from what they were before So dwell in me to taint my soul Break me down until I fold Invite me in to my inner thoughts And keep me there until I'm lost
'Cause you can't close your eyes and make me someone else You still don't realize that you are myself You crawled in my head to make yourself a nest Now I'm invisible and your'e all that's left
gypsyheartSouth coast of KwaZulu Natal, KwaZulu-Natal South AfricaSep 14, 2009
A dark poem-but i think you expressed the black hole of depression very well-the black background works well with the associated feelings inside your poem.
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