wanting to love you is
not my choice
I feel that way
becos I feel that way!

I want to have you
in my intimate present moments
you may not agrey
you may even say I am imoral
though
i want to have you
its not my choice
coz i am compeled to have you!

you see!...
we may feel we have a control
but we dont!
we are run by universal desire..
someone made us...
and create us...!
He knows what he wants...
Through his creations,
which is us!

I want to love you...
he wants that...
i want to have you..
his idea was that...
I am just..his toy...
Because I was his creation!

yet I am him
he is me...!
yet he is the one
who controls..!


Dont judge me...
becuse you dont understand!
did you look inside you?
you will see all , as much you can!