How could you do this to ME?
For i look at myself in the
mirror and i see YOU.
This is not who i want to
see or even ever be.
I need to be myself and
not see you for you turn
my WHOLE WORLD BLUE.
You make me HATE MYSELF
in every way when i see
YOUI each day.
Yet it is me in the mirror
and i must begin to realize
i am not YOU or ever
plan to be.
This line is true.
Even though i do not want
to HATE YOU i can not help
to think it might be true.
If i look at myself and i
see you i want to cut it
up hurt it and never exist
in this form anymore.
I can not believe YOU did
not know YOU had made me
want to DIE instead of look
like YOU or act like YOU.
Many times you made me feel
like i should be DEAD instead
of the person YOU are.
I am sorry to place this on
YOU, but only you caused this
TORTURE in me daily for you
were my BIOLOGICAL MOTHER.
You let them BEAT on me and
MOLEST me in every way.
It was like you did not
care about me only the MEN
in your life and your
A L C O H O L too.
That was all you turned to.