(Knots)

It's in her words
It's in her lies
She's blinded by the world
Around her
Lost in her own
Thought processes
My hand is slipping
Her world is too big
Of a mess
Thrown to oblivion
I am left falling
Down a tunnel
That's never ending
My heart took
All it can
Barely beating
My mind is
Losing it
I'm stuck on the outside
Looking in
Look how far I've fallen
These tears our
Puddles of myself
Lost in my reflection
Attached to my son
My last chance at love
My one love
My son
The son you care
Less about
When it's more cool to
Be a thug
When it's more cool to be
Cool with your friends
Your so
Lost to what's real
Somebody Help
Me
I've fallen
And I can't get up
Trapped in a nightmare
That never ends
Every break in
My heart kills
Me
I die daily
To the fool
Caught up in
Her selfish ways
I'm tied down
Thrown in
An ocean
Lost in this
Sin of an abyss
I cry but my eyes
Do not cry
Anymore only
Its worse
There's more then crying
Folded over in silence
I'm stuck in the closet
My stomach tied
In knots
I can only stutter
Alone in the
Dark
What love
I have for
Anyone I only
Have left for my
Son
What love I have
Is spent on
Suffering
In silence
To cry to
Myself
The side
Of life
I was never
Ready for
Awoken To
The lost...