first of all,I think many who is telling,that they are Atheists,are not in the real any fundamental Atheists....I was such a young,when I by reading the Bible,came to the opinion,that it was not for me and when I had to tell what I was believing,I found it most easy to just tell,that I'm an Atheist....still I understood clearly,that something very Intelligence was still involved....everything already in Mathematics and the perfect Geometry need a very perfect Intelligence to be involved. Also I think,that Atheists think in the way,that we Humans have to do everything by our self and together,if we want something to be better,because there are nobody else to take care of it. All to that,if you give up on Religion,even you have been Brain washed from small,there is a big need of own independent thinking and that means also,that you have in most cases to be deep in to realism and even here on Blog Land it is easy to see,that non believers are clearly more realistic in their opinions...if we are really honest,we can see that fact.
My Son got somewhere in August a Business group from Norway to invest heavily with him....in that Business group are 8 different investors and one of them is the biggest investment Fund in Norway.
They want him to concentrate on USA and they have people,that give him personal support in what ever is needed and as he was the most important lecturer in a resent Biotech conference in USA,where FDA and also wheelchair People was on the place,they checked how well he was understood by the audience.
The company my Son put up into what they put in the investment money are prepared for to go in the right moment into the USA stock market.
They have also made a decision to invest in Antigua,with all the money needed,for to build a special Medical Hospital and Lab,as also the needed rehab,all on my Land,so they are very serious in their investment support....there is still a problem that has to be solved with the Antigua Government,before anything can start.
Unfortunately everything looks to take to much time,but the good thing is,that the product is there...the next problem is to learn more about the technique in operations and how many and what grade of power in the Stem Cell should be used in different cases...in Russia they used hands to inject into the Spinal cord,when in USA they use robot tech....He used Russia mostly to get results,that put the West to have no other choice,than to cooperate with him,no matter how much the big Pharmacy companies,try to stop him.
The next spinal cord operations are going to be made in Canada,England or Norway,but depending on the possibilities,it could be that there are going to be operations in everyone.
So it is all on the way,but as one Man against the big ones,it is not any easy road to walk on.
yes,it was very simple what I remember,I was born just after the war had come to the end and we had to send horrible amount of industrial stuff to Russia,because,they made us war criminals,even they in fact start the war against us....we got a lot of support from USA,like financial loans,that we as the only country paid later promptly back and got half of the loans later forgiven...in Christmas time I remember how we Children got some gifts from USA,because our parents had no money to get anything for us....my Parents was in agriculture,so we was in little better situation,even they had to give much of produced stuff to the Government....all food we was eating was very fresh and you could feel the life in the taste...my Uncle had greenhouses and I remember how I got some small money from my Mother to buy one cucumber sometimes,and these cucumbers was so sweet,that the was like candy for us Children,the same with the tomatoes ....we also went with our Mother,when she was milking the Cows and she gave us of the milk there on the place,to drink it warm from our own cups.
It was a life of nature and marvelous tastes,but unfortunately I believe it is never coming back,because we live now in a life full of fake mass production....we need only to look at all these color 40 and other artificial stuff in the ingredients and you know what life we are living now.
my Son has injected a Danish MS patient with the Stem Cells he made and specially programmed,from the Patients own Bone Marrow....they did it in Russia and as he has been in the Wheelchair already for long time,not capable to use one of his hand anymore,it has been easy to see how the Stem Cells have affect him....many body functions in him are back and with more injections,there are all the possibilities,that he is coming back to normal life again,so there a cure on the way.
I think,that Religious People think,that God take care of everything and that People who get a bad life are just punished by God...you just look in Old Testament about the promised Land story and it's coming very clear...I talk some years about that with a Preacher here in Antigua and he said to me,"yes,Yahwe is the same as the Christian God and he ordered Israel People to kill all People that was in that time, in their promised Land,because they had sinned"....so when I protested,that how could the Babies had sin,he answered,"that the sin is going all the way to the 7th generation"....no sense at all for me,but that is the will of the Christian God
Here in Antigua I go to the Market,where local people sell,mostly local products...as example,tomatoes coming from USA are big,with less color and with very little taste...Antiguan tomatoes are soft,with nice read color and taste very sweet,I remember the same taste from Finland,when I was small.
as you already tell here about the Finnish way,I can still bring in some more facts....in Finland there are coming out information by TV programs,News Papers and a lot of almost everyday Blogs,how to eat healthy and about the over weight problems,still the problems are increasing,not decreasing....USA is on it own,because mostly of the hormones in the food and of course because the so popular fast foods,but believe me,the rest of the World is following and I can see that very clearly in Finland,when I compare the Finnish people from now,to the People from when I was young...there is completely a big difference.
For a Woman to be close with me,there start to happen....my Ex was Catholic and when she moved in to my House,there came in the first week a Spirit 2 times in the night close to her side of the bed and try to talk with her,but she was to scared,so she refused to hear....when I asked her what was that Spirit look like and as I have some American Indian sculptures,she walked immediately close to them and without any doubt she took the one that is Crazy Horse,the late Lakota Leader and said,"this is how the Spirit was looking like" Some days later,she was downstairs alone and I was up in the Bedroom and she came with speed up to the Bedroom and was standing inside in front of the door,saying nothing,but just standing there,with wide Eyes and like in a shock and I had to ask her several times,what had happen before she was able to talk and tell that somebody start to talk to her downstairs....I said to her,that,but that's not a big thing or to be scary about,in our Family that is happen all the time,to what she answered,yes,it is normal to you,bat not at all to me.
This is when things from past lives start to shoe up and that is a part of Spirituality.
yes you are right.....still a little correction,Lakota elders has made it clear,that Great Spirit is a wrong translation and has come to use by the younger generation,that not know enough about Lakota language anymore.
Here is a Lakota video,that show how they feel about the Great Mystery,specially in the end,when the singer lift wide his hand up to the sky.
you are close to the Spiritual concept....I still want fill in little more....from Astrological point of view,the moment you are born is how your personality and your lifespan is going to be and it means,that whole the Universe is like in a snapshot pic inside your self,what means,that what ever fact and truths about everything that exist, can be also found in your self....so more deep into your self you can dig,no matter what system you use,is going to tell you more clearly what everything is all about.
When you dig in your self for years and you get deeper and deeper,there are no doubt,you are for sure coming to the point,where you understand clearly,that Religions don't follow the facts.....yes,it is a scary point,if you have been brainwashed from small,with a tick layer of built up stories,but when you are able to past that point,then you start to experience the connection to the cosmos,existing Spirits and even to the pure Nature and from there on,you start more and more to understand,that the mystery of live,the existence,is so much more,that our Human mind can never understand more than fractions of it and what ever is managing this all,is always going to be a mystery,it has no name,no measure and no dimension,it is as Lakota Indians is saying,"Wakan Tanka" the Great Mystery.
My very good business friend in Finland, who was earlier for several Finnish Governments a independent adviser and legislator of tax Laws.....he said once when I had a problem in my own business,that "there are always a good decision available,if we understand,that in Life there are always at least two different possibilities". It opened in my life a completely different view of everything after that,it made everything easier,when I had problems,I did not see any situation anymore hard to solve and I got things to happen with a very different speed,than before and it is still my corner stone in my every day life.
Ok.I don't understand about old memories and when it has to do with past Women in my life I really sink them deep into the past and remember them only like statistic....I want to start a new relationship as like from a Baby,because then I don't drag with me any phobia from before ....that's why I'm always so surprised,when Partners from before,tell my children that they still Love me and even after 17-18 years of divorce and like one of them ask my Daughter if her Father could be interested to go out with her after 22-23 years seeing last time...also my Daughter told,that her Mother keep wedding Photos of us in the most prominent place in her home,even she has a Boyfriend....in fact I'm very good in putting past these things....the only one I'm worried about is my last Wife,because of some reason,she pop up all the time in my mind and to make space between her and me, is not that easy as it has before.
you do just the right thing,when you don't keep the gifts you have get from previous relationship,I do that too,but I destroy them all,no matter how expensive they are and also the wedding rings,because they have some energy in them self,that is not good for a new relationship,but in my opinion,it is not good to give them back at all.
my Daughter was always talking earlier,that she was so much in Love,but now she has a very different opinion about these earlier relationships.
A tough,that all my feelings for all the Women I had in my life before 7 years ago,was True Love,but now I know that these Love feelings was only what I was able in that time to feel as Love,nothing less nothing more.
have you ever check statistics....my Son check it and he told me,that they have found out,that partners with big difference in age, in average last clearly better,than between Partners in close ages.
The Finnish President is 67 and his wife is 38 and believe or not,everybody in Finland can see,that they go along very well and 71% of the Finnish People want him to take a second term and they really Love them both....but what what is important in their case is,that she was also in Politics when they met.
Charlie Chaplin had 3 bad marriages with more close aged Women,but his 4Th marriage was really happy and still Oona was 18 when they met and he was 53 and they had 8 Children together.
when I look from outside and hear you telling about your ex Husband and your Boyfriend of now,I really can not image,that you have ever been in True Love with either one....there has to be something else that draw you together,because when there are True Love and real need for closeness,you don't hide things what you want from him or what you need in your life,you at least try to open the knots....most of the things you talk about here on your Blog,should had already been told to him,at least giving him a chance to understand and correct or walk away.
that make you think in a very different way from how I think,but that is what I tough already....from my point of view,you make to many rules how it has to be...you don't add age difference to it also?
you clearly see the whole issue of both having their right to independence or one having and not the other....that is how my trend was before too,but why you are then together with anybody,why don't you then live separately and perhaps having several partners around?.....anyway I'm coming now from opposite direction and that is,that both Partners are depending on each other,I try to build up a relationship,where both can feel that they are important to each other,a unit where you handle most things together....I see that independent trend as a big treat for keeping partners together and that is what specially the Western societies has problem with.
what you tell to Molly about how you want to pay for your own things and more,is exactly how I have been,I have hate to be taken care when I have been sick,what ever problem in my life,I never ask help from anybody,still my best friend here in Antigua have been so upset to me,specially when I was so sick a year ago,that I could not stand for 3 days more than max 30 seconds in one time and still not call her for help....but I know very well,that in that way I don't give my friends an often my Children too,the right to feel satisfied ,when they can help you,it is like steeling from them the very rights and that My best Friend bring it out very clearly and even I said to her,that If I'm very sure,that I'm going to die,if I don't get help,then it is you I'm calling,she still just shake her head,showing that I'm doing wrong....it is a big gift to the giver,many times much bigger,than to the one that get the gift,when she/he can feel that what they give is important to the one that get it.
here is a poem,that came in the middle of the night,some 6-7 month after I start the meditation about True Love.
Te meaning of the Life.
You have succeed,you have get wealth and earn some honor's too. But something is not there? Your family is nice,your children are the best and friends please you too. Still something is not there? Your health is fine,your mind is clear and you have get the wisdom too. Why something is not there?
You longing for an answer,you want to fill your emptiness and get the wonder too. Deep in your self it's there. You drop all other things,you make the journey anyway and find the place too. Yes in your self it's there. You meet your soul,you feel the grief,and earn the knowledge too. Always in your self it's there.
The answer is the worlds of souls,the life of past,the life of now. It is the journey of souls two. The wonder is the life together,hand in hand,steps by steps. It is the closeness of souls two. The happiness for us is there,the love of soulss,the love of hearts. It is no more no less,the meaning of the life.
do you know,I have been the super independent person for sure,always going my very own way in everything,my Partners never knew anything what was going on,but then 7 years ago,when I separated from my 13 years long relationship,I start to understand,that something perhaps was wrong in my self....I started to meditate about True Love,it was going on for 3 years and daily...after about 3 month I got very,very deep into my self,but in the same time I felt like it was far away outside my self.....there was so much of these Love feelings,like in a big pond with one concrete wall and I went in to feel it,but in seconds,I realize,that it is completely to much adopt just like that and then I understood,that I had store all my true Love,there deep inside my self from 18 years old and my first Love and that I had never give it to any Woman....I knew,that if that concrete wall broke and all this Love is coming out,I'm in trouble,because I have no experience to handle it....and after that,I have been very selective and stop completely to be interested in any short term relationship or one night stand. Also after that I was thinking completely different about partnership,I felt,that it was wrong to not be dependent of the Partner,because she feel her self more important,if I need her and she has all the rights to feel,that she is important for me...if not,why there are over all something like relationship then....all this changed my hole perspective about life and the relationship,came in as the most important in my life and in fact the only thing that could make me happy,before that I just build up some fake about what make me happy....yes,I know,my story is out of order and not what People feel as normal in these days.
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RE: Atheists are the most generous
lou,you have a good heart,but still in reality,I like your comments
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