No Ish, i do not play Lotto.I have a lot's of luck every day, like today i escaped car accident on the frozen road; i have luck 'cause i am not ill; i am lucky 'cause i own small, green peace of Earth...and so on... I think that my grass is as just green as the one over there.
Raised from catholic parents, i have heard a lot about him. I liked the guy, but did not like preachers kept on telling me from altar, that i am guilty for his death, that i am crucifying him every time i make a sin, and eventhough i did not know what sin is. I believe that he was alive back than, but do not find anything so special about his birth or death. So many people were born and died the same way. I believe he was concieved by holy spirit, as were most of us. Making love and even more in purpose to create a new life, is nothing but holiness. Not sure if he is god or not, and do not bother much about that. For i live after my concience, and i am happy. So, if he is god, the better for me. I am sure he would like to enjoy my company. In general, i have heard only good stuff about him. He was the first comunist, i have been told, too.
I grew up in comunismus when Christmas was, not to say forbidden, but let's say totaly ignored. When took time at working days, we had to go to school as usual. Our Santa visited us on New years eve and it was not at home, but organised for all together at schools und other public places. We had Christmas at home in peace and quiet, without such a glamour as nowdays and there was not the custom of giving presents. Christmas is nothing more speciall day for me as all other days. We should make or at least wish each other joy on every day. I bring the tree for the sake of children, and do not necessary wait to set it on Christmas eve. I buy it a week before and set it in the house the same day, let children do all the rest. They become smaller present each. What i find great about Christmas is the idea of so many people gathered together for a good, peacfull reason.
as i see it in general, it is all about human selfishness. The rich are not willing to give and yet are even more afraid that the hungry ones are going to rob them. So very sad.
I live in the village but i am a bit out of the frame, just don't fit so quite well in what is considered socially accepted woman here. There's a pearson that spits three times, every time he sees me. He believes i am a witch, and spitting three times, he believes is protecting him from my evil.
Crazy, you look as you have Christmas every day. as for me... ... i allready know that Santa can not drop my very speciall present down the chimney. Just got the message - there's still Easter bunny to come.
They go west across my country. When i recall to the pictures of children in mud,cold and rain,from my warm and causy bed,not even mention ones that drawned in the sea, my tears come out. Politics has nothing to do with reall life.
WILLOW, thank you for your support. I keep myself safe and sound. It is often that I ask myself, where did I get this sense of freedom?- When... I have been raised in christian family,had to go to church every sunday and in between,I had to do my confessionals regularly, and I was expected to be like all wirgins, kneeling in the front row during the sunday prayer. While at the same time,just across, our "future husbands", were sitting, laughing,staring at us, having fun... Thirty years after, that picture horrifies me still. I blame mothers for this unjustice between children. They have raised sons like more worthy creatures, and daughters like their own images, eventhough, they did not like it. They are guilty for that circle. I have daughters and son, and I'm doing my best not doing the same. Beeing on this site, means that I believe there's someone worthy of my attention and this early hours of mine. Anyway, it makes me allready feel good.
I am Croatian and I live in the village. In my community, women accept to be treated like ownership. I do not, and that's why I am divorced. People in here see me as mad one. Women despise me, and men have fear. I don't care, because I live the way I like, and do what I want. I am proud to be woman, but first of all, I am a free human beeing.
RE: SUCCESS Or UNSUCCESS
Who stands behind the succesfull woman? Or beside her?