Going to the park with picnic basket and ice cooler. Taking out some steaks and barbecuing them on the grill. Turning on the radio while watching the children playing on the swings. Chatting away like old friends on at the picnic table. Setting up the table with paper plates and plastic forks. Setting up the table with potato salad, cole slaw, baked beans, potato chips, and picture of koolaid. Taking off the steaks and filling up the plates with food. Having a meal together and taking out a deck of cards and play poker. Then after picnic is over driving back home to be together.
Greetings and salutations, Musk. Welcome to the forums. I hope you enjoy your stay. I hope you find a friend it will help you in here. Get as many friends as you able to have then get a few more. It is an interesting to be. Just keep saying to yourself, it isn't real, lol. this place is real to me and I hope it is real to you.
Karla, I told my daughter about my handle here and she said you got to be kidding, lol. She agrees with 2b, lol. She is coming on here but I don't know when but soon. Geez, I am screwed, lol. So when you see daddysrainbow, lol. I think it will be cool. Atleast, we get to spend some time together.
I like listening to love songs. They help me. I am vulnerable because I keep myself open and have been doing that for a long time. I make mistakes and if I have hurt anyone I apologize. I am constantly posting myself on the forums. I am an open book. I have nothing to hide. I have nothing to prove. I can speak with my heart. I have friends on here and some of them I am so close to them that I love them. I have a big heart. I am an open target because I keep myself open. But my heart is very tough now because of the friends that I have made on here. I have the ability to say that I am sorry. If I have hurt anyone just bring it to me and I will apologize for it.
I like the freedom of knowing I have a choice. I make the choice not to drink or drug every day. I like freedom especially on here. I like knowing I can have as many friends as I can keep up on. I remember when growing up dad would get a good deal on pork and beans and we had pork and beans for breakfast, lunch and dinner for a solid motn, lol. The it was commodity cheese. I got to hurting so bad on cheese, lol. I love prune juice, lol, cause like Lene, I love cheese.
I would like to say to everyone in the forums who has been so helpful to me. Thanks you for helping me. I am thankful especially for those who have let me find out who I am. It is a daily learning thing for me. :)
The unexpected thing about working in a support group is that it helps you, too. Sure you are doing the help for them but it helps you grow up to the realities in life. YOu seem some woman with her face smashed up or some innocent victim who was abused and your heart goes out to them. Then you see that person trying to smile with all the trouble they have been through and it just gets to you. You count you count your blessings. As we say in the meetings, "But for the grace of God, there goes me." So much pain in the world and so few volunteers. I remember serving in the Bingo Halls in Wichita and running cards to people as our service from our Alano club. It is nice to help people in need if you can.
Yup, I am a big baby now. Feels good. I remember a time when I was treated like a baby in my baby's arms. That day will come again when the time is meant for it to happen. For now it feels so good to be with friends.
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