Nobody need respond to this thread. I just need to vent some frustration and clear my head is all. "My God, My God why has thou forsaken me?" Oh how I can feel those words right now. "I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans of good and not evil to give you and expectancy, and to give you a hope." (Jer. 29:11) When Lord, when I am dead? Why does it take the devil one second to destroy your life and it takes YOU a lifetime to restore it? You claim to have surrounded us with "Your favor as with a sheild" (Ps. 5:12 - I am still waiting to see it. Ps.118:24 says This is the day which the Lord has made; we will rejoice and be glad in it." Then why am I so sad?
I've done all I can do - your world says when I have done that I am to just stand. Well, I am standing, but it is very hard God. Surely you did not bring me all this way only to have me stripped of everything I have worked so hard for?
Well my friends. It has been a few days since I posted this thread. The end is finally near. I have to move tomorrow. I still do not have a job, any money nor do I have a place to go, or a place to store my furniture. Looks like I will be sleeping in my suv for a while and taking showers at rest areas and truck stops. I am at the library right now using their computer so I will be on for a while. Thank you all for your friendship and opinions. You will never know just how much I miss you all.
What is the economy like in YOUR area? Are jobs decent paying and plentiful? My town has a 7.2% unemployment rate. Jobs are scarce and the average one only pays around $6 an hour.
Stood by me thru 15 straight years of being locked up. Takes one hell of a woman to do that. To this day I would give my life for her at a moments notice and not even give it a second thought.
Looks are great, but we all get old sooner or later. However inner beauty never ages. I would settle for an average physical beauty with a good heart and a warm personality over great looks any day. I am after the LASTING effect in a relationship, like all nice things physically beauty gradually fades too
Communication to me is the key to all LASTING relationships. Nobody is a mind reader. Two people that can communicate with each other can achieve greatness together.
Yes you can delete a yahoo address, but it is a complicated process and it takes 30 days after you do it for it to be deleted. I can give you intructions on how to do it in pvt
It helps to clean your registry, wipe out your internet tracks as much as possible, and to run your anit virus, your disk clean up and defrrag your computer regularly.
Description of Native: A Heavenly, Canadian Beauty with a good heart, a loving personality and a warm smile. Friend to all, enemy to none. This woman shows the promise of being a "keeper" a mans dream girl. Let the bidding start with a mans honesty, loyalty, affection and go from there.
oops! I got to be careful. People might actually start thinking I have a little grey matter between my ears. Can't have that. It would ruin my reputation
I bid two camels, a herd of children (in the future) and the jewel of my heart. (Man I must finally be snapping out of it - I am actually in a good mood today)
Cam session? I have a cam. Many people on here have chatted with me as well. They know I am the real deal. Sometime I would welcome the opportunity to webcam chat with you Native.
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and they say women don't care whether a man has money or not
I need to vent
Nobody need respond to this thread. I just need to vent some frustration and clear my head is all. "My God, My God why has thou forsaken me?" Oh how I can feel those words right now. "I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans of good and not evil to give you and expectancy, and to give you a hope." (Jer. 29:11) When Lord, when I am dead? Why does it take the devil one second to destroy your life and it takes YOU a lifetime to restore it? You claim to have surrounded us with "Your favor as with a sheild" (Ps. 5:12 - I am still waiting to see it. Ps.118:24 says This is the day which the Lord has made; we will rejoice and be glad in it." Then why am I so sad?I've done all I can do - your world says when I have done that I am to just stand. Well, I am standing, but it is very hard God. Surely you did not bring me all this way only to have me stripped of everything I have worked so hard for?