Ok!! Point taken...I guess it wasn't really a "date". He asked me to go somewhere besides my house full of children and "talk". While he made me sit there alone for 10 minutes he went and got me the ring.
Take in mind I haven't seen him except once in 9 months...and that was to get what things he had stored at me house.
Still doesn't get that I won't marry him. He just won't let go. For the first time I am totally convinced that someone loves me. The feeling is not returned. How do I get him to understand without hurting him? I hate hurting someone.
Gained a few brothers and sisters here...and great friends. Geesh my family keeps getting bigger and bigger and I didn't have to give birth again either!!!
Darling. I've watched you post. You're an intelligent fun young man. This isn't about apologizing for what we've "posted" on a thread. Sometimes it's just about getting your point across...with an apology. Nothing wrong for someone apologizing...if they are sincere. I have never apologized for what I've written and I don't intend to start now.
I'm sorry for letting those of you down who appreciate who I am. I'm sorry that sometimes pain causes us to forget the ones we love and care about. I'm sorry that sometimes life throws us things that hurt so bad, we become blind to the ones that still need "us".
Wow. Thank you...both. I have never felt that I inspired anyone. What I failed to mention was the part about who gives me "hope". All of you do. Each and every person I have ever seen, watched, enjoyed conversation with, shared a smile with, shared a tear with, and those who I have admired from afar. No one here knows the daily impact they have on my life.
Going through a very hard time right now. I realized that running away from CS and the people I see here daily...is running away from life. These are the people who make my day full of laughter, love, compassion, understanding, and I am honored to be part of this family. Just like a family, I never want to let anyone down. I never want to hurt.
Hope? It's always around. It's present in every face and name here.
It is unfair to presume that one or a few people inspire me. I find that on a daily basis, depending on what's going in at the moment, there are many people who inspire me. Whether it be a kind word, a joke, a compassionate message, a beautiful poem, or just being who they are, is the person/persons that inspire me at that moment in time. Most of them don't even know what they have done for me. For who they are...thank you.
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RE: Have you hugged a CS friend lately?
I'll hug you baby...and it wasn't a DATE!