Here i am having Fun and actually enjoying myself.
I have hope on the horizon. in fact lots of it. I can only cross fingers that it might all possibly work.
But for all this hope i have not a christmas ornament in site. Despite my stance i am enjoying interacting with the CS members and i am having my say and i don't really seem to be upsetting anyone and this is good.
Bella and i can understand each other and no that others have a similar stand to us. It makes me feel less lonely and selfish and i hope i help her as well.
And of course this all = Christmas spirit. I'm not a hard assed grinch. just a poor simple soul with a different view of the world.
And this adam better be paid good money to eat dark Chocolate. Milk cocolate or white chocolate, and i'm there with bells on (Not Christmas Bells) But dark chocolate, you are quite safe smearing it all over your body with me watching. For I won't eat it unless i'm paid to.
Lets look at christmas in a slightly more worldly view. People all through the upper northern hemisphere are all snowed in. Some idiot has to get up and plough the roads No matter what day it is to try and help Transport. Firewood must be stacked up and stored well ibn advance. If your on Electric your Power bill is through the roof. But what choice do you have. You must keep yourself and the kids warm. The snow rots your shoes. and it soaks through poor quality clothing in no time. Kids have constant sniffels and the elderly are normally housebound. The Magic of one Day is hard fought to overcome the misery of trying to survive.
Christmas can and should be enjoyed without all these tacky forms of symbolism and the massive over spending by most parts of society. Not to mention the over indulgence by many including drinking.
And bella and i are just part of this new baby movement in minimilism towards christmas. But we have the same heart as everyone else.
Peter piper picked a peck of pickled Peppers and took it to the leppers daughters hut. Thought he got away free, Until he had to pee. Then saw he had no nuts.
I knew a Girl with an awesome Mantle A mantle her Friends tried to sample Then one night a boy got some luck Until he showed her the back of the truck Covered in dirt and grime She failed to give him more time So off into the woods he went To let of his rifle and vent. A herd of deer he did fright And they stampeded into the night
So next time you get to sample a mantle Remember the boy who vented and got trampled.
Roger was an artful dodger He even paid with his todger But last night he ran out of Luck As it was a mate he tried to .... duck And tonight he is a prison lodger.
I have dropped out and walked this world, And found it far more companionable. But material things and survival dragged me back again.
The world is there still on the other side of the wall. I know its there, and one day I may walk there again. They may not remember me for i will have changed. But there i can be anyone. Anyone i want. And know that no one cares. For we're all the same.
Charming isn't it when our kids start trying to hook us up. I was that interested in female shopping that she didn't even catch my eye. And i was in the household cleaners aisle.
December has come again Bringing all the season gloom. Remember last year when His office party and His Management party His Sales Rep Party And his sports Club Xmas Party Every night different lipstick and perfume He told you it was just christmas fun
You kept the house You bought the gifts You Prepared the Christmas meals You entertained his parents You cleaned up the vomit You stressed about the unpaid bills. And then he walked out on you
He said you were frigid Said you had forgotten about him. But did he invite you along No you had to care for the kids You worked as well and kept the house Could you go to your Christmas party No he had to go to his.
So this year what are you going to do look after the kids Pay the bills Buy the gifts And make the meals Entertain your Parents And pretend all is will.
Its just another day Life doesn't change. Santa is not going to give you a break Is it worth the stress I say You look at little Jessie And smile Yes you say.
You trawl the hallways seeking bored nurses, Or grieving wifes or girlfriends. Or bored Patients that have almost recovered Then you comfort them and turn on the charm.
before you know where you are your ....
In Hospital with a disease you picked up in Hospital trawling for females.
RE: Certain smells
My mummy told me not to do thatSomthing about them being fishy
<---- Placing myself in time out