Two months isn't a great deal of time when you lose someone who means so much.
Not sure how your brother is managing to control, unless you mean as executor of the estate or something? No one can really advise you on how to handle this because no one knows how close or not you are as siblings, how approachable he is or whether talking to them would make things worse. Every family is different, some pull together, a lot don't.
I hope you find some peace and closure, but give yourself enough time to grieve first.
Have you tried taking evening primrose oil? I was surviving on around an hour and a half sleep a night because of the medication for Hashimoto's, the doctor put me onto evening primrose oil and (so far) it's helping a bit. Worth a try.
I also sleep with a fan on in the bedroom to block out the neighbours when they're out on their balcony or have their tv loud etc. You can get white noise apps for free if it's too cold for a fan.
Been single since my son was 10, he's now 14. Perhaps I've been lucky but I don't have any issues bringing him up by myself, he's a fantastic kid and we do ok together. I suppose I've still got some of the big decisions to come but for now it's all good. The only downside, if it is one, is not having that much free time to yourself (makes dating a little harder) but that will come as he gets older.
I can only speak for myself but I prefer to unwrap the surprise than have it flaunted in my face.
Never found Hugh Jackman, or muscles, that attractive.....and I'm talking men of an age I would find attractive and a turn on, most of whom would just look ridiculous (in my eyes) in speedos regardless of how "fit" they were.
Lookin didn't mention the females being toned and fit, just naked or in a bikini.
Isn't it strange that it seems the less a woman wears in the pool the better the guys like it, yet it's the complete opposite for most woman when a guy wears his speedos.
RE: Being Honest
You can be honest and non offensive at the same time, the two aren't mutually exclusive.