I would post a picture if I had one on a disc, I do plan to buy a disposable camera and have some pictures taken & develpoed on disc as soon as I can manage it.
You don't need to "dress up" to go to most churches, sometimes I go to my church in jeans, t-shirt or pullover type shirt & sneakers or sandles(depends on the weather). I just make sure I'm clean in body, mind and spirit. God does not care how you look, He LOVES you no matter what you are wearing.
RE: Giving Up Again
it only sucks sometimessometimes life is good
you just need to find balance