I took a break from here.........for a bit recently too much ugliness. I have alot on my plate to deal with already and i came here for some fun but unfortunately that became a scarce commodity so i opted to stay away for a bit. I do miss some people and its good to pop in from time to time and see some friendly familiar faces
Well i was raised in a culture where is was drilled in my brain that marriage is something you do not walk away from no matter what. Even though i rebelled against some of those ideologies and customs of that religion and culture, it still was in ingrained in me that i have to try. Unfortunately to the detriment of my health i kept up appearances and believed that despite everything LOVE will conquer all . I was sadly disappointed . However, TIME heals and i am fortunate that its been on my side and even though i may have become cynical and disillusioned it hasn't destroyed my soul. I am very capable of loving again and i have let go .................its very liberating when one can forgive and move on .
Time is the greatest healer1 ! I spent 13 years in a relationship because i too believed in a man i loved completely. Endure a great amount of stress, left 6 times and went back because i wanted the relationship to work.................when i eventually muster the courage to leave for the last time. i went through alot of regret and anger at myself for staying that long .
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