lets just say i USED to act on the moment when something like an argument happend and i wasn't a pretty site. because i'm compassionate by nature to my very soul, i would end up feeling worse than whoever i hung out to dry. that guilt would fuel me even more. it would turn into an ugly cycle . now i try my best to view it from both sides in every way before i let loose. doesn't mean won't still flame the other person if i'm worked up enough or feel they are just outright in the wrong. just means if i can take my moment to get calm i don't feel as guilty if i do end up letting lose. . but i try very hard not to.
that's what i do, i try to remove myself from the heat of the moment and collect my thoughts so i can approach it calmly. sometimes the other person won't let me do that and my mind scatters like a handful of dust leaving only the moment and situation before me, sometimes i react very badly when that's the only choice left to me and i feel rotten after but there's no going back or taking back words that've been said. so i always strive to distance my self from those 'first reaction' moments.
the most ROMATIC gift i've ever gotten is time alone with him. To share secrets, re establish physical and emotional contact, relearn the perfections and flaws of each other with out eyes and to laugh together with out life calling to interupt.
RE: Space
is it code for 'lets see other people'?