My personal opinion-you should talk to him, what if? Life is so short, and you've been without knowing for how long? You are a beautiful woman, life isn't meant to be a rubix cube we keep trying to arrange all the possibilities until it matches. Risk is part of the adventure...at least talk to him, maybe he'll come see you, maybe he would move back, maybe you could find your love. I know the risks can be painful, but if it were me, I'd at least talk to the guy....
or I could have someone come in and clean my house out, I have alot of stuff, and I probably won't miss or will have forgot... it's time to scale down anyway, but I like your idea, really how wonderful that would be, and such a pleasure to just hit delete..
Primarily I go to work in a few, so it'll have passed and I wanted to be FIRST TO WISH YOU AN awesome, wonderful, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! MAY IT BE YOUR BEST YET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, I wondered if you were hell on wheels or something like that,lol!! Welcome Jenn--have fun--this is a great place to laugh, and have great fun with all the people on here, some serious moments, it's like a big family...
But congratulations to you Blue!! Sounds like you've found a wonderful life ahead of you, what we all hope for, it takes time to find someone you mesh with...some right off, others months or years....I won't give up.
I did find the info, some of it, but I want to clarify it before I pass it along to you and everyone---it sounds like a blast! So I've emailed my girlfriends boyfriend to get the scoop and I'll pass it on to you
Find yourself again, give yourself time, learn to love and care about who you are, where you are, and how you are. You won't find love until you find yourself luv. As others have said get involved in something you like, that interests you, but try to stretch yourself and do something so unlike you, you might be surprised that you enjoy yourself and the people you meet.
I tried country western dancing--SO not like me and I had a blast! Met a whole new circle of friends and we had so much fun, I quit the rockin rollin for years, but I went back of course because I needed to change. I volunteered in stuff, met lots of new people, there's a whole big world out there of people you don't even know about, but take your time...enjoy your life, you are a diamond in the rough---no pills, they only give you bad ideas....waste of time....not to mention money....just my opinion, I'm not a counselor or a doctor, just what I've experienced... good luck diamond!!!
when I didn't know I was going to have twins until the night I went into the hospital---Yikes, I didn't get over thata for about a month, and when I helped on a chain saw crew at Hurricane Katrina and some lady drove by and said "I can't believe ya'all came from Colorado just to help us"....brought many tears to my eyes as I saw all the devastation these people were attempting to survive in...holy cow.....in my mind forever...
My heart has really been twisted on here by several different men, and I think at this point, I won't give it away to anyone for a LONG time...I'm done, friends, but nothing more, nothing...
I totally would do that too Venus, and have, and did it again... I guess I forget the hangover til it hits me in the morning, but it felt good while it lasted!
Hi Trulee01-- There is a sight that you can go to because my girlfriends husband who's in a band here locally--lead guitar and sings and places super and he does gigs a few nights a week and people from all over the world are on there. I'll have to ask her what it is, I know he has an Avatar thata he's known by, and a lady that works with him from New Mexico that's kind of like his promoter.. I'll find out if she's at work tomorrow..
I probably cared too much, now learning to hang on loosely, and whatever.....my heart is fragile and breaks easy, and I don't like someone lying to me...I hate lying, more than cheating, but how can I call it cheating--lying I can call......
I'd like dinner from a picnic basket by the ocean's sunset and a swim, and more talking....you're right, can't talk in a movie, a walk in the woods is boring, bike ride, you can't talk much--quad ride? Now what is this? Elaborate...
RE: My favorite beverage is...
Depends, I like red wine-different varieties and good ol gin and tonic-calories mind you!!