Sorry honey, i like a change now and again. Thought i'd throw up a picture of me looking far from perfect. Makes me an honest chap don't ya think ? Happy in my skin i am
Makes me realise i need to chill out and forget the arseholes who are making me stressed in the first place. I don't like being stressed, makes me tremble inside, upsets my stomach (reflux) and gives me anxiety attacks. Stress is best avoided at all costs.
If only i could see my baby soon too. She makes my heart melt with her words of love. I never thought you could actually fall in love on the internet. How wrong can you be ?
I just want someone to love me and take care of me and vice versa. To find someone who will put our relationship first before anything else. Gotta find them attractive and have a healthy physical relationship too. Communication is the key i think. No cheating, no mind games. Just love, affection and caring.
Who cares what Hawking thinks is right or wrong. In my mind his affirmation is correct. There is no God created Universe. It creates itself, like we do. If God exists then i might as well believe in other super powers like superman and spiderman and the like. Utterly ridiculous religious nonsense. Just my opinion.
A whinging woman to me is one who moans and whines about everything without making much of an effort herself. I have lived with said type of woman. I cooked, cleaned, did DIY(lots of major stuff), sorted the garden out, worked damn hard in my job, took her to the caribbean on holidays, paid for her meals and drinks, etc i could go on and on and on. All she did was moan. Nothing i did was good enough.
Luck in finding someone, yes, but they live too far away for it to work sadly. I can't leave my country yet. I'm hopeful of finding someone nearer to home though. Good luck xx
I've been here too honey. You will heal eventually. It scars you mentally when they hurt you emotionally. Bruises heal but emotional scars can last a long time if you're not careful. Thats why most people on here are frightened to death of having another relationship despite being on a singles website. My situation was almost exactly as you described. Without going into detail, its better off in the past and out of your thoughts. I coped by finding inspirational songs and playing them over and over in the car and at home. While i was singing i wasn't thinking. It also had a hypnotic effect on my subconscious. All those great lyrics stuck in there and made me a stronger person.
Only thing i know how to be. Pity its not in the list of most needed traits. Most local girls are only interested in the contents of my wallet or my BMW. I'm afraid its all mine !
..... having contact only makes it harder, Ive learned this as Im sure you have.
Heartache is one of the worst feelings on earth, this was my first broken heart and I wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy, but it has taught me a few things about myself and love.....
for you my friend from a heart that knows how you feel.....
I had to live with my ex for 2 years before i could pay her the money to get rid of her. It nearly destroyed me. All that contact was horrible and just as you describe. I never give up on a relationship and kept trying to make things work while she went about her merry way, lied to me about her feelings for me - strung me along, and had affair after affair. No wonder i was having anxiety attacks all the time.
Well rid me thinks !
Horrible but i learned a lot about liars and cheats and can spot it a mile off so not all doom and gloom. Looking forward now.
..... having contact only makes it harder, Ive learned this as Im sure you have.
Heartache is one of the worst feelings on earth, this was my first broken heart and I wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy, but it has taught me a few things about myself and love.....
for you my friend from a heart that knows how you feel.....
I had to live with my ex for 2 years before i could pay her the money to get rid of her. It nearly destroyed me. All that contact was horrible and just as you describe. I never give up on a relationship and kept trying to make things work while she went about her merry way, lied to me about her feelings for me - strung me along, and had affair after affair. No wonder i was having anxiety attacks all the time.
Well rid me thinks !
Horrible but i learned a lot about liars and cheats and can spot it a mile off so not all doom and gloom. Looking forward now.
You've got a good memory ? Yes, i'm still flying over on the 24th. I can't wait to get away from things for a while, having a laugh with my best buddies. I can't remember the name of the hotel my mate booked, no doubt a run down hell hole (i like my creature comforts). Not that i'll spend much time there. Whats the weather like that time of year ? Do i need my wellies or my speedo's he he he
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RE: All new, songs for your mood right now.
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