Mr_PjC Poetry (5)

You no long answer my questions
Or hear the things I say
When I look straight at you
You turn and look away
Our conversations are pleasantries
Not like they were before
The time we share is limited
You’re no longer at my door
You love is gone it’s locked away
It’s some where I can’t find
It disappeared like yesterday
I guess you’re no longer mine...

Hark; it is the still of night that covers me
Stealing me of another day with you
Yet in the still of darkness the stars
They glow, they shine, and they sparkle
Give me comfort until the sun rises
Filling my heart with the knowing
That the break of day leads me
One sleep closer to you.

I heard it coming on the breeze, it rustled through the leaves of the trees as if carried with pin pointed guided lasers .It was in the sounds as soft as a whisper and loud as a cataclysmic explosion from a far of super nova. It’s in a baby’s cry and the way it holds your finger before it can even open its eyes. It’s in the way the flowers reach for the sunlight & it’s in the way the rain of tears that washes our sorrow away.

I wonder if I could have avoided it or even if I ever wanted too, but knowing, wanting is all just words when it comes for you. I hid behind walls created to bubble wrap my heart impervious to anyone, anything so I thought.

It can sneak up on you and smack you when you’re not looking. It makes you feel warm and safe when the night is dark and cold. It’s when the little things you never noticed before become ever so apparent and when you can see the beauty in a single rose. It’s the reason why your grand dad always opened the door for your grandma.

Sometime we run from it. We run so fast that we leave it behind because when it does catch us it leaves it mark, it changes us for the better mostly but it’s still a change, it doesn’t only change us from the moment you are blessed to be touched by it, people around you can see it, feel it and it has a chain reaction reminding them of what happened to them when they were touched by it. Or the hope of it finding them, it is possible the most important thing that ever was and will ever be. It was something I’m glad to say found me.

Do you want to know a secret?

Aloud I know dare not say

But I have to tell someone

Or I think I’ll go insane

It’s not so much a secret

It something that I know

Not that it is hidden

It’s right out there on show

It’s something that started with

A smile form someone new

My cold heart started beating

And deep inside it grew

She warms it with her love

She is sent from up above

She is my little angel

My baby girl I love

Gather all around come sit with me
I have a great story to tell you, you’ll see
Of a wonderful place way over the hill
Where rainbows all start, come see if you will
We can go there today, let’s go there at once
So close all your eyes it starts with a bump
Hold my hand tight as we go way up high
On this magical mystery old carpet ride
There are games we can play and lollies to eat
If you feel like it you can watch telly on a cloud seat
You can swim in a lake made out of chocolate mud
Or throw a egg high watch it come down with a thud
For mum and for dad there are things for you too
It can last the whole day all the things there for you
You can eat all you want and drink if you wish
Or float on the lake and catch a star fish
You can float right on by or lay and sun bake
No cleaning, no worries no decisions to make
You can sing with the birds and dance with a bear
You can ride on a bike on a road to no where
It all up to you whatever you choose
As it’s all in your mind, there’s no way you can loose