jimmydean69 Poetry (81)

As i've dreamt before i was alone as for a second, as i had acquired at my first breath, i truly required my last death, body hurt ive been here before, not to listen not to learn, i knew this was my final turn, i looked around within i found, a purpose to stay as i lay i looked away, the reason was clear, i cried my first tear, i knew from this day, i had to stay. To end the tear from this first day, a few years went past i thought it was a blast, at the moment i saw my first reflection in my own eyes, i knew i could cure that first tear, one day in hell i repeated a spell, as everyone saw heavens were drawn, now all that lay before me, was just to embrace...ive cured the trace!

From the moment there hands met there was a desire,
To not live without to suffer apart,
Remorse came from being in love and a tear dropped from my eye,
As many have before as many will come,
Is it life that makes you is it life that breaks you,
Is it a sound of the heart that's already dead,
To bring that back is seldomly heard,
but possible through care that i can't bear,
One second in hell one eternity to release the spell,
Not a man but a God just saying I'm not without,
Seasons have gone bye for reasons that will make me cry,
I don't know who to trust for I have been betrayed from the start,
I care for those who live inside the heart,
Not ones that serve too deep in mind,
For they are not in my kind,
Relocation is hard maybe I should be the dark shard,
But for some reason I will follow the season,
Don't be sad, don't betray, I will always love the from thr first day we met!..

birthdays, at birth we come to realise that we have a mission to live, for what though?..depends, i say from the time of conception our mission has started in that time we were born with allies and enemies on either side of our own desire, for we within our own chosen reality which ever reality you choose as we all have free will, it was part of a treaty we took on to become human, as we evolve we take steps to prove or improve our own creation the further we go, if our desire is to create more life we do so with free will, through certain circumstances some of us are unable to create, i know this hurts a lot of people who do not have the ability, but im sure there is a grand plan for this fact i do not believe this is a failure for any of us but maybe something we have chosen before we come here, our so called allies and enemies i say are here to teach us which path we choose to go down, if you look for allies they shall appear, if you look for your enemies they will reveal themselves in your own perception, maybe the may come as demons or whatever you take them as, its always your choice i say choose wisely and listen to your heart a liifespan of a thousand years can end within one wrong move be careful in your journey.....and merry christmas...
20/12/2012 scott anthony drayton ?

Its not in me to cause hurt,
so my screams aren't heard,
my pain not dealt,
Never a doubt,
one tear of mine would end hell,
Cause I'm sure it would implode from my pain,
Is there anyway to stop the silent screams,
is there a way to end so much pain,
Silent is how I am,
knowone could delve into a heart so deep,
It would swollow them whole,
in my next life I will erase my past,
So then I have no future,
Life's over cycle finished no more no more
no more it hurts too much
the end

is this life for me?.... was i meant to see?....this scares me let me be...what did you say i listened to you?....sorry your thought was only a fairy-tail in your own mind as is mine i will not discount your way so why discount mine, a riddle is foretold let it behold the secret of the curse was never meant to sit in this verse do you want the reverse or live eternal beside a curse will you listen to the sun or will you continue to hide and run, forever said the answer was it the riddle that was solved or an attempt to discover to believe and recover your answer is as good as mine, i will never try to combine you've always known so never be known as the unknown, sit inside wait and hide never subside free the side that has been kept from your mind as one is all as is all as one.......FREEDOM FROM WITHIN MEANS FREEDOM FROM WITHOUT NO MORE DOUBT JUST LET IT OUT!!!

Sitting here laying in a dream, all I want in my mouth is some ice cream, you know I want your beauty you know I want your breath, you know all I want from you is your death, you've heard I slept and laid like a slave, your kiss was your innocence buried in a grave, your health was your glory,then you made me bleed, you took me when I was a child that's when you implemented. Your evil little seed..

Released from the pain, a relief for the heart, that has been torn apart, my reaction was sweet, i found my feet, to hold something special would be my final treat, to react from an obsession is to admit nothing but to be true for me not only you, ive been here long enough, youve just made it tough, to lose or to have lost, its not my fault, you want what i know is sitting there down below, it behind your chest beating within, i know for i have learnt that its not only me that has been hurt, in my eyes youve seen im not an evil man, just one that had not seen how real your life is to me, you will never die when i feel this way for i will be there to save you each and everyday, forgive me now for i will show you how its not hard ive known just become strong enough to be shown!...im here now so let it be known...

à question asked by a moment, was it asked by a weakness or was it asked by an illness or maybe set free by a sound, not to rebound but to find out how to live to be free of the unusual evil plea, to live by ones thought its not your own so dont let it be shown, live within instead of living without, not trusting others maybe a good idea, look within the known before we are all taken by societies cyclone, living within is not living wiuthout, there maybe a doubt to look to find out, one step closer to a light of life and a death to being dead, see in your own souls cry, fly higher and go beyond the sky, its forevers freedom or maybe the eternal kingdom, hope is to be thought of because we are unsure, its hard the obsticals we all face, have belief we are becoming the human race, its not our opinion that makes us limited its our structure that makes us timid believe in your own tears of the memories of fears, gone by too many times to keep comitting these givin crimes, it wasnt just us doing time its our own future that is crying out stop wait and listen, its not one person who hurts its all, know that the individual is to be set free, before the future will see,....

Lifes not set inside a dream but life witout it has no chance it seems, ive seen the voilence weve created for no reason,
Ive seen the end of the forever season, when nightmares come true and weve run out of time theres only one person whos commited the crime, theres only one person to blame the one and only who lit the flame its me and its you it sounds unusual but we are all one underneath this sun, when we all come forth and say weve sinned maybe just then we will know why the sun will not set within, the snow so cold and dark weve ignited the spark, weve lit up a fire inside ur desire to be set free and sit sit back and retire in the folds of of a feather in our kingdom of forever!!...(L.O.V.E)

An angel in disguise,
an angel within my eyes,
a future dependent on you,
A life i never had,
always intrusted on you,
A word from your mouth,
to take me from the south,
a present was your touch,
you brought me from the dark,
delighted me with the light,
An angel within my sight,
You keep my faith bright,
you keep the night from taking part in my day,
So thats all i have left to say.....

GOD BLESS..

Why have we come here,
Do we know,
Will we stay here and never let go,
We have a strength a power a special glow,
To arm us against the darkness that cannot show,
I know its getting harder the further we go,
What have we done wrong,
I do not know,
Its up to one person to figure that out,
But i know one thing thats true,
Its not only me it is also you,
The one and only to see it through,
For your heart it belongs to me,
And my heart my friend it resides in you,
We are all part of this world we love,
Thats why we fight for whats right above,
Because we are destined to stand tall,
Glory for me means glory for all,

sleep easy my soul nieghbour
im here to take you to the death chamber,

be free when you meet me
it wont be long till you become me,

get ready for your final step
im here for you last and only breath,

i wont take it from your heart
i was just here from the start,

be ready with your light shade
im here for the death raid,

come out when i call your name
im ready for your final shame,

see me in the lightning
im here with the death king,

im sorry now its time to go
get ready for the final show...