cherish49 Poetry (18)

I looked into your eyes and saw a glimpse of what tomorrow might bring if I stay by your side, this vision amazed me by what you are willing to do to keep me out of harms way.
The night was full of breathless sights all of them within my grasp, but my hands were unwilling to work, almost as though my whole being was in a strong-hold. The beauty that surrounds you give's me hope of a better time to come.
My years are full of love from you, your glow gives me strength that I never knew existed. I can go for several more rounds as long as your by my side and I can feel your touch when I get that cold sensation that sweeps me from head to toe.
My body is tired, I am no longer young not even to the eyes of one so bold as yourself, your vow was kept but now you must go take to your needs and find another to watch over, no more can you do not today or tomorrow so please just let me go.

Leave's blowing through the air past my head with my hair flowing all over the place, what a day it has been to be able to feel such things.
Looking over my shoulder's I see your image getting closer, you are a sight for sore eyes indeed you are. Your time away has been to long such a deprave on my mind, heart, body, and soul.
The night is young for the two of us, your words roll sweetly off your lips and into my ears with such an emotional connection between our thoughts.
Finally after such a long wait your hands will be on my bare skin once again, the chills will cross my body with such a passion of emotions that is long over-due. The way our mouth's meet sends a shock through-out our bodies, excatasy in now at hand and what a rush it is.

He stood in the door-way dressed in his uniform, proud to be serving his country in this honorable way. Families gather as they are preparing for their departure, when will you return is the most asked question by all.
Sign's are up and blowing in the wind, written words of love and most of all "Please Return Home Safely" . We are a proud and unite country, with men and women defending us all through thick and thin.
She turn's to see her daughters face one last time before she leave's, as with all the others boarding the same plane they all do the same. We will be here when you return holding the flags and waving them proudly.
The time has come, many years down the road has taken a toll on the live's of our men and women proudly serving and protecting us all, now they are on their way to reclaim their families and homes.

Will you give me your love tonight in a special passionate way, will you give your heart and fill my life with your love, will you give me all that I need from a man who is bound by no means, except to ful-fill my every dream.
Will you make love to me all the time even in your dreams, will you caress my shoulders when I am tired from a long day, and will you take a bubble-bath with me. Will you give me a diamond ring to show your love in a different way, will you also marry me someday.
Will you give me your life and never lead me astray, will you keep me from all harm night and day. Will you have a family with me, raise our children to be part of you and part of me in every way.
Will you provide a simple and secure home for us to grow old together in and never to be alone. Will you stand by my side when I am sick, will you never leave or go away can you promise me that on this very day.

Their smiles they brighten any room, no matter what has happened within that day these little face's have a way of softening of hearts and making our day.
Their laughter is pleasure to my ear's, hearing their words that are somewhat unclear to us but so funny to them is worth the wait any time of the day.
They do silly things and amuse their selves when we are busy on the phone, or working in the kitchen. We feel a tug on our leg letting us know they want to help, so we give them some pots and pans letting them know that they can help, with a gleam in their eye's they feel like they just recieved the biggest toy in the world.
As they grow they mimic and absorb all that we say and do, and with our help they will learn much for their future along with having fun in the games that we share with them, yet unaware of how much love and dedication we have in our hearts for their well-being and future.

Sitting on the porch soaking up the sun at midafternoon, not to hot nor to cold with a gentle breeze passing across my face, and through my hair.
Day after day I put in my hours in this working world that I inhabit so when the day that I have to myself I feel a bit of relief. Spring is in the air, birds are singing their praise's and dancing around in mid-air with not a care, that is what I want to feel, and experience time and time again.
Tilting my head up towards the sun a familiar site catches my eye, a blue feather swaying down, back and forth from a bird who got carried away in his love struck dance with his significant other. This is without a doubt the most perfect day I can recall in awhile.

I left my heart back there a good ways away, haven't felt that tingle in a very long while. Tired of looking for that special one, I know he's out there somewhere just not close or either I would feel a tingle when he walked close by.
My heart has been put through the ringer to many times in the past, so my gaurd is still up even higher than before. After settling down with the man of my dreams I never knew that twenty-six years later he'd be gone and I would be on my own.
Two since then that treated me like a queen they both betrayed me with lips so smooth that soon every word was a lie built upon there lie's. being alone can be a wonderful thing, you san sort through your thoughts to come up with many resolutions for the next day.
Loneliness can be your friend at times or worse it can be a diease that slowly spreads through every single part of your body. Soon you begin to realize that you actually need and want that special someone to be part of your life once again.

My heart has been torn into many piece's the day you left me all alone, I hate that your gone never to return, yet I know that I will see you again when my time here on this earth has reached its limit.
Every day is a struggle at some point and time, but I manage and find a smile to show the world.
What a wonderful gift you gave to me, your love that showed me how to be free. We done a great job raising our kids, now their all doing just fine with families of their own. Lesson's I learned from you and the one's you learned from me will be forever etched in my memorie's, as long as I breathe.
You told me never give up and never give in to the darkness that may lurk when you think back to before I left this earth, for the day will come when the wounds will be healed and love will find it's way back into your heart someday.
I now look forward to finding love once again, never will I forget our life together as long as I live. Opening my heart to a new chapter in my life is what I must do, carefully I step into the world never knowing of who I will meet, but I will keep an open mind and expand my horizon to fate itself.

Sun is going down behind the mountains with a show for the eyes to see, a variety of colors all mashed together to make a gleam that streams from here to eternity.
Your presence with me is comforting, and exhilarting at the same time. A tingling sensation starts in my toes and spreads through out my body when you kiss my lips so tender and true. I feel like this must be a dream since things are so perfect at this moment in time.
A gentleman you are, you never push yourself on me even when at that moment my mind is saying to take me into your arms, and fill me with all of your passions, yet you wait and treat me like a lady with love, and respect letting me know that day will come when we are as one with no holding back of our feelings.
Stars now shine bright as your eyes, they sparkle and twinkle as if to say you have had a wonderfully filled night with much sensations, so now let it be. The day and evenings that we are to meet have been so enticing that never do I want them to end, maybe in time I will make you mine, we shall see what tomorrow brings.

You sit and wait, wait and walk, nothing happens no nothing at all. When is the time going to come, what will it be like? Other's they know and can't seem to explain it in the way that I can understand. Words sputter out of their mouths but to my ears, it seems to be heard yet there is no understanding of what they are expressing and this may be from having yet to experience what they have endured. One thing they all say that brings me comfort is that when you give birth you are never the same but it is in a very good way that you are for-ever changed.
Your body becomes a vessel for another human being, another life is actually growing inside of my body, this I say is totally amazing. One thing us women have over men, is the transforming of our bodies into a life giving instrument for a baby, a gift from God it truly is and we are strengthened in ways of unbelief to endure pain, and at the same time we are recieving a beatiful expression of love.
Once a woman now a mother, the journey has begun and what a ride it will be for the rest of my life, and I can hardly wait. With joy in my heart, love all around me, I am ready for the transformation to begin that will have many ups and downs, but that's alright for now I am a Mother and ready, set, and go.

You were the half that made me whole, now you are gone and I am left all alone, always feeling that something is missing within my soul, yes its you, and this I know.

Time has passed by way of years, there is still a void of emptiness that can never be filled by anyone else. No one not yet has meade me as happy as you once did, will I be able to smile again in the way I once did when I was with you, which was pure and true.

This better part of me was once yours and your part once was mine, making us one complete and perfect soul. We could feel the needs brought to light of one another even when we were far apart, our thoughts were brought together by a single look or even a word.

When our bodies were intwined there was no end to a series of pleasures, but now your gone and my heart aches everyday over the years its been mending little by little, yet the ache will never cease until I fully can let you go, and this I can never fully do.

Out of the darkness you became my light, guiding me from the unknown path's of destruction that lay ahead. We all get lost a time or two within our lives, some maybe more than other's but eventually our way is led back to better times, we just need to always believe and never let go.
The days and nights that seem to have no end from an endless array of misfortune will be opened up to goodness and grace from known forces that we sometimes call fate.
We are never really alone, even when no one else is in the room for their presence is with us where ever we go. If you find yourself in a tight squeeze, but suddenly your free then you know without a doubt that they were there, watching over you.